I’m back on a night schedule as usual. I should try to get back on days as within the next two weeks Ma’s coming. I also should be in court within a few weeks as I spoke to Carol today. She told me it won’t drag on for weeks and weeks, but I sure hope it’s before or after Ma’s here. That’s all I need is for her to say, for example, that September 5th is the only day she’ll be able to be here, then right after that, I get a subpoena for that day. I hope I get that subpoena fast.

I spoke with Andy and that helped as all day today and yesterday I’ve done nothing but sit and cry. It isn’t just about the tapes either. More and more I miss him and want to move out there. I miss the things we do together and I could easily get a job at Denny’s with him. I’d have plenty of places to explore and be able to go swimming all the time. He could get me an apartment. Chances of singing jobs are much higher.