It’s been a whole year since I saw that stern, old, but highly intelligent and helpful Doctor O… yay!

I remember when Alyssa sent me my first referral online and how I said to myself, “What the hell is an endocrinologist?” I’d heard of them but didn’t know exactly what they did.

“These people treat diabetics, too?” I said to Tom as we sat waiting for the first one I saw, gazing at all the info posters and pamphlets around us.

“Yup,” he said. “It’s part of the endocrine system.

As we continued to sit there waiting, I studied the poster of the complex endocrine system hanging on the wall opposite where we sat.

I quickly decided that learning languages was easier.

Tom has now lost 11 pounds in 5-6 weeks!

In my dreams, I was sitting in a room in a chair. Also in chairs sat Tom and some woman. I was running a hand through my hair thinking how dead it felt as they talked. Then I stood up and said I thought I might be coming down with a cold.

I left them to talk some more and stepped outside. A cat was present and it followed me into a building. The dream ended after I opened the door and turned on the light.

Later…

I can’t do it. I just can’t do it. Less than 24 hours and I already miss seeing visitors from all around the world on my tracking log, and being surprised with random comments and feedback. I loved not knowing what I might wake up to each day. It was fun. I’m as sociable online as I am unsociable offline.

I’m still going to share entries on Facebook with Tammy because sometimes there are things I don’t want others to see, but that I don’t mind her seeing. My other blogs are public again. Again, I don’t give any info that could lead to my identity or whereabouts or that could lead to the identity and whereabouts of others, so I’m not going to worry about one troll whose identity I don’t even know.