Excited for the latest round of goodies we’re expecting from Amazon. The rat tapestry came today, and while it’s cute, the image isn’t nearly as sharp as it appears to be online. Going to iron it out, take down the elephant mural, and tack it up there. I was going to get a floral tapestry that’s a little bigger and replace the forest mural with it in the bedroom, but I think I’ll pass on that one.

Ordered some stencils you stick to yourself for drawing on tattoos, along with markers made for that.

Got 6 brightly colored large plates because now that I’m cooking more stuff myself rather than getting frozen dinners, extra plates would come in handy. Each one is a different color… Red, blue, green, pink, purple and yellow.

I’m also going to try those shampoo and conditioner bars. This is good timing too, as I’m lower on shampoo than I thought I was.

Lastly, we also ordered a different kind of bedding because the liners aren’t working out well anymore for the pigs. They just don’t wick moisture like they used to. For now, because I love to experiment and try different things, I’ve fenced them off in a section of the kitchen. Two of their four walls are cabinets. Because pigs aren’t as curious about the world beyond their living quarters as rats are, they wouldn’t want to escape. I’ve got it secure enough so they couldn’t anyway.

The hay holder that came with their cage works better attached to the fence because the fence has square bars instead of long ones which means the hay doesn’t slip out before they can eat it all. Unless they pull up the blanket that I put down on the floor, I don’t think nearly as much shit will get on the floor as does the edges of the floor of their cage with the fleece liners, but this blanket would be a bit of a bitch to shake out since it’s bigger. I like this setup better than the fleece liners in their cage, though, and they have so much more room here. Can’t give the liners to the rats because they’re destructive and they’d only chew them up as well as burrow underneath them.

I’m still looking forward to trying the new bedding. It’s basically the same stuff; recycled paper. The only difference is that these are bigger clumps of paper to absorb more pee since all these pigs do is eat, piss and scream, lol.

Got a little close to being anxious yesterday so I decided to take a 50 today. I just can’t get past 6 weeks. I won’t automatically drop to 50s every day, though. I’ll go with every other day and see how I feel. If I still feel on edge, I’ll drop it to 50s two days in a row.

Aly unprotected her tweets and said she was tired of nosy people and wasn’t even sure who to trust anymore. Now I’m wondering if she’s talking about Molly because I know she’s been ghosting her because of her inflated sense of self and her not giving a shit. That’s Molly for you. It’s all about her and no one else. I’m not surprised the friendship fell apart yet again. You can’t get a friend out of crazy. At least not a real one. I’m surprised Aly pulling away isn’t causing Molly to stalk her because that’s how it usually works with Molly. The more you run, the more she chases.

I was right about Molly changing handles again, but they’re not even connected there anymore. Aly tweeted about deleting her contact info and I know the “her” was Molly. But she’s got to be trying to hide from someone, and I still think that someone might be me even if she’s done with Molly for the most part. There’s got to be some reason she keeps changing handles, sometimes goes private, and mentions nosy people. I think she’s somehow able to track who visits her. She would just never admit that, though. She also makes like she’s not on Twitter anymore, so I think it’s me she’s mostly avoiding because of my controversial tweets.