This place is un-fucking-believable. Just un-fucking-believable. I got up to find the water off which makes the fifth time in less than two weeks. We’ve got to get the fuck out of here. I can’t take this shit for another 4 years! I refuse to believe we’re stuck here with no water in a place that sounds like a factory and a farm by day and an airport by night. A person needs a break from the constant sounds. Instead, it’s either listen to other people’s noise or play some kind of nature sound to create white noise. I never get a break anymore. Just for small stretches of time between 12:30 a.m. and 5:30 a.m. but even then I have to deal with some small planes and helicopters. I heard virtually nothing at all at night every other place I’ve lived. I need to get back to that and to a place where I don’t hear so much activity during the daytime. No one should have to hear landscaping and home repairs/renovations sounds every single fucking day of their lives. And one should have water all the time as well. We’re in the city, for fuck’s sake, not hooked up to a well.

I listened to some of the experts predict who they think the next president will be and it’s looking very likely that Trump will be reelected for two basic reasons. One is that two-thirds of the time they get reelected for a second term and because the economy is so much better. So it’s bad for medical reasons since the little cock believes everyone should pay all their medical expenses out-of-pocket as if everyone were as rich as he is. It’s also bad for gays/lesbians, and women wanting full reproductive rights, but at least there’ll be a little more effort to control illegals which really puts a strain on the health system in Cali as it does with Florida, Arizona, Texas and other states closer to Mexico, the main portal for these freeloaders. As Tom said, he’ll have good insurance in a few years (assuming that doesn’t change before he gets there). I don’t need good insurance as long as I don’t have any more problems before I’m 65. But yeah, Trump’s going to get reelected if there’s any truth to what I’m seeing on different sites. If Warren turned black, that would change things quickly being in a country that’s mostly pro-black. Muslim, probably not. Hispanic, maybe. Black, definitely. sighs sadly and frustratedly At least Trump can’t be president forever!

Tammy doesn’t appear to have been on Facebook since Saturday. Part of me was tempted to ask her bitches what was up, let them ignore me, and then let Tammy know those are some daughters she has. But I don’t want to get into it with her unless I’m backed into a corner. I would be ashamed and a little embarrassed if my kids turned out the way they have. I really would be.

What I don’t get is why she hasn’t contacted me from the hospital. She’s gotta have her new iPhone up and running by now I would think. Too bad Mark doesn’t do Facebook but he’s not into social media any more than Tom is. Mark is sociable, just not in the digital world.

I’ve been so cold lately because I’m hypo and have decided to take full doses 3 times a week instead of 2 and see how I do before it gets too close to February when I’ll want to take it every day leading up to labs. Wintertime isn’t the time to be hypo if you hate being cold! I still hate being anxious more than anything else, but I think I can handle 3 full doses a week. Maybe even up to 5. Wish I knew what my max dose was before I feel anxious, but after labs, once I get anxious sometime around the 5th or 6th week like I always do, I’ll try dropping it slowly instead of dropping it a lot. Why take a full dose just 2 times a week if I can handle 4 or 5?

I can get stronger, I can get fitter, I can get healthier, but I can’t get thinner. So I’ve decided that since I can’t have every single serving recommended from all the recommended food groups as it would be too many calories, I decided I could at least cut it in half and draw as many servings from most categories and make it closer to 1000 rather than 2000. This should help guard against additional weight gain. The more hypo I am, the harder it is to manage. I’m surprised they recommend three servings a day of fats and oils. Even bread, although whole wheat or whole grain is better than white bread. So many people think carbs are a bad thing, but you should actually make almost half of your diet carbs.

Currently, I’m aiming for doing a half-hour workout video and a half-hour of walking. Once the new computer arrives and I can keep my laptop on my treadmill desk, I’ll aim for about 2 hours of walking in addition to my video. Again, it’ll make me feel better and alter my appearance a little bit, but not my actual weight. Anything that was snug around my waist should fit more comfortably but not to the point where I have to go down a size.

Royalties are currently up to $24.45.

In watching this interview with this black girl, Angela Simpson, who held this guy hostage for three days and beat, stabbed and tortured him to death for supposedly snitching on him that’s in the same jail I was in, I’m like wow. Just wow! At least this one admits she was also racially motivated. Those cold, unblinking eyes of hers are absolutely chilling to watch and for one that doesn’t scare very easily, I can assure you I would have been absolutely terrified to have this sicko for a cellmate.

I swear she sounds a lot like Jaclyn Smith, and she definitely likes the word “right.” She mentions having kids and I can’t help but wonder what might go through their minds if they see this interview later on in their lives. Will they be ashamed, embarrassed and disgusted? Or will they be proud of their murderous mama and be inspired to follow in her footsteps?

Funny how when asked how she felt about spending life behind bars she said that having to spend the rest of her life with her “sisters” isn’t exactly a punishment.

But staying out of prison to spend her life with her kids would be?

She did say a few things I actually agree with. She’s right about the jail not caring about its inmates’ needs. I had to fight for weeks just to get my fucking inhaler and had I died of an asthma attack along the way, no one would have given a shit or been penalized in any way. I only got some of the favors and special treatment I got because of my looks and because the DOs agreed what I was in for was pure bullshit.

She’s also right on in that people are going to think what they’re going to think no matter what, and I agree that more women should fight for themselves, but only for the right reasons and not because someone snitched on them. If some guy hits you or stalks you relentlessly and won’t leave you alone, that’s the time to go all ape shit on him. Okay, so I can kind of understand wanting to retaliate against a snitch. If I did something wrong and someone’s snitching led me to jail or prison, I’d be pretty pissed too, even if I knew I deserved it.

Looking forward to some incense I just ordered since these sticks that I recently dipped are pretty horrible. I just can’t get many of them to stay lit. I’ve ordered 33 fragrances, and each has 10 sticks per pack.

Almond Joy
Birthday Cake
Butt Naked
Butterfly Garden
Carolina Herrera
Cedar & Saffron
Chocolate Brownie
Chronic
CK-1
Dragon’s Blood
Dragon’s Breath
Drakkar Noir
Driven
Egyptian Dragon
Egyptian Musk
Guilty
Love Spell
Money Blessing
Mulberry
Obama
Ocean Dreams
Opium
Patchouli Flower
Raspberry Crystal
Romantic Nights
Secret Crush
Strawberry Fields
Tranquility
Vanilla
Warm Apple Crisp
Wet Kisses
White Diamonds
Witch Doctor