Watching Doctor Foster now on Netflix. Haven’t really gotten into it much but I guess it’s about a woman who’s worried that her husband is having an affair and I guess she gets obsessed and all that stuff.

He’s fully over the effects of the vax. It was rough on both of us, but it hit him harder. He even had a fever of 100. I hope it will be worth the trouble in the end!

Lately, every single one of my nails has lifted and I’m pretty sure it’s mostly due to my thyroid. Could be some kind of bacterial or fungal infection as well, so I’m treating the nails too. Don’t know if I can get them any better, though. Might have to see someone for it, but I hope not.

Funny that I just read that your left breast is more likely to get cancer because I had a flash vibe of something eventually going wrong with that boob, but so far the only thing I feel every now and then is this throbbing ache that’s the size of a fingertip. It only lasts for a few seconds and I don’t have it often. It’s most likely due to hormonal changes. I haven’t felt any lumps.

I’ve been having this problem lately where I wake up early in my sleep. Like within the first hour or two. Then I have a hard time falling back asleep. This time around, it was because I had some senseless dream about Tinkerbell. It still made me sad and I was missing her even after 14 years. With the way we were moving at the time and the way I handled her in the end, I just feel so guilty and heartbroken over the loss of what will always be the best pet I ever had. She was so smart and so loving. But in the end, we couldn’t even afford to give her a proper burial. Having to throw her out with the hotel trash was devastating. Dead or not, unaware of it or not, she should have been buried properly. Not made to suffer in the end because of my selfishness.

I’m glad it’s been quieter this evening. I still hear some motorcycles tearing down the roads outside of the park, but only one helicopter so far today. They’ve been getting really annoying as if I’m still in a big city. I just don’t get why they need to fly over a rural town with only 12,000 people in it so damn often.

I went out for a twilight walk and it was slightly warm. I laughed to myself, knowing that I would be bundled up in long sleeves and a hoodie if I was at the old place and still freezing. They’re getting down to 35 tonight while we barely get under 70. LOL. It’s been amazingly dry, but I guess we’re gonna have another wet cool spell. When we had one last month, I thought it was going to be similar to the old place and I would spend most of the next four months chilly but nope. We still use the AC most days. Even at night.

Saw lots of pretty Christmas lights while I was out. I love those projectors where people project colorful sparkles on the walls of their places and other things.

As I passed by the lanai of the people across the street, I could see that it was completely empty. The one on the side of their place between them and next door, anyway. Again, I wondered if they would empty it out and take their flag down if they were coming back at the end of the year. But then why would they leave their outside light on? I can’t believe they would leave that on or the motorcycle there until next November, covered or not.