You know what all the monstrosities going on in the world have taught me? It’s taught me that there’s no hope for humanity whatsoever and that things will never change for the better. The fact that it’s 2022 and we’re still enacting laws to enable discrimination against some groups while enacting others to favor other groups tells me things will never change.

Here’s some amazing news, though, and that’s that they mowed yesterday and I slept right through it with the underwater sound playing on Volume 4. Even though it’s been a month, I didn’t think they would return the next day if it was too rainy on the usual day. Good thing I didn’t know that too, otherwise it would have put stress on me. It does, however, not only ease my stress with that, but with the motorcycle as well since they’re similar in volume. Tom thinks the mowers are louder. I still question whether or not I can sleep through the thunderstorms, though. I sure hope so!

The VZ guy was kind enough to jump my Kappadokia ride up to 83% because I had problems at 82%. I had no problems finishing the ride. The only problem was that I only got coins for the rest of the ride and not the entire trip. I tell you, I can’t even earn money when it’s fake! That’s OK, though, I’ll still earn more coins eventually.

Where I was 58 in the dream where Tom died, I was 41 in last night’s dream. How the hell does my brain come up with this kind of shit in its sleep? Again, I can’t help but wonder if I’m glimpsing into other dimensions at least some of the time. Do I exist in another dimension where he died at 58 years old? How about one where I’m 41 years old and we were discussing having IVF?

We lived in a very strange adult community in another dream. One where baby deers poked their heads through our open windows and stole our pens. Guys doing stretching exercises in a field between the houses were distorted and the ground was full of hidden holes, depending on where I stepped.

At one point I looked out the window and said to Tom, “Look at that!” A big brown grizzly bear was playing with two people.

Then we were sitting in a large living room in this guy’s house. There were at least a dozen guests and the guy that lived there was talking about being lonely and depressed a lot of the time while a lady was talking about moving.

Later…

I still can’t believe how cold it’s been and continues to be. I just didn’t think Florida had winter. Maybe a hint of it up in the Panhandle, but here? He did say it was nice outside though. It’s just the house that stayed cool. Can’t deny that it’s better for sleeping and working out.

What’s harder to believe is that Doc A accepted my friend request on Facebook. Lol, Yeah I decided why not send one for shits and giggles. I was just curious. I sent a message as well, giving her a quick update on Florida and my health. I would be surprised if she accepted it if I’d waited years to send it, but even more so since it’s only been 310 days since I saw her.

My headset inserts came today and it makes things so much better. Still a little blurry, but way better.

I also got a gorgeous variety of crackle beads in 15 different colors. I’m going to make Jessie a green bracelet. So she’ll have that, a gold and green necklace, and then the dolphin diamond painting if I can ever finish it once and for all.