So now Alexa’s annoying by-the-ways are did-you-knows. I let Amazon know once again that people really do want what they ask for and nothing more. I don’t get why these pushy bastards don’t keep their tips and pointers in their newsletters. When I ask for the weather, I want the weather. Not to discuss gift ideas I have absolutely no interest in.

Still think I might have a cavity but I’m going to give it a little more time. I hope it’s just sensitivity we get with age, but somehow I doubt it. Not with all the damn dental problems I always have. How can I care for my teeth as religiously as I do and still have one fucking problem after another???

We tested our glucose the other day. Mine was down 3 points to 107, but his is up to 118, unfortunately.

The semi-permanent purple hair dye is crap. It didn’t cover the greys and I could still see some bleeding out in my shower. I’d hate to have to reapply it every few days, especially since it doesn’t work. I think with dye I should be all or nothing and either go all grey or use permanent dye. If it’s not going to cover the grey, I might as well get permanent dye.

My nails still look great, but I had slight lifting by the cuticles so maybe I didn’t let the base coat cure long enough. Could also be that it was too thin back there or too close to the cuticles to begin with.

I had the strangest dream last night. Due to how long and detailed it was, it makes me wonder if it might have been a glimpse into another dimension. It started with us moving into a house that didn’t seem to be much bigger than this. It might have been a 3-bedroom, but I’m not sure. The rooms didn’t seem much bigger than in this place. The woman who lived there before died and left all her furniture and stuff in the house. I had mixed emotions about the furniture being there. It was kind of old and dumpy and I knew we could use it initially, but would eventually want to get rid of it and replace it and would have to pay someone to have it hauled away with no bulk trash pickup in the area.

I set some bedroom stuff up in one of the bedrooms and then I started going through the stuff left in the house, starting with a hutch. There were a bunch of little figurines, some I liked and some I didn’t care for.

Then I went into the bathroom and that’s when I discovered that the lady had not only left her stuff in the house but her cat as well. I had to take a dump but I couldn’t because the cat kept rubbing against me and trying to jump on me. I went from frustrated to pissed and then the dream turned horrible. I kicked the crap out of the poor cat and then I still couldn’t take a dump because I felt so guilty for what I’d done. “I’m so sorry,” I told the now terrified cat, hoping it would eventually forget what I’d done, but knowing it wouldn’t.

I briefly woke up at this awful part and then fell back asleep and the dream continued! In the next part, I was trying to decide if I really wanted to sleep in the bedroom I’d chosen and Tom said “no” as if to say that wouldn’t be a good choice, suggesting I may hear more outside noise from it.

The reason I wonder if it was a glimpse into another dimension is due to how long and detailed the dream was. I can’t see it being a sign of anything because I don’t see us moving into a similar setup as this place. If we move, it’s likely to be something bigger and nicer than this. That’s a big if, though. I’m starting to really think this could be it, especially since the horses are looking like more and more of a bust.

It will be far from the end of the world if we are here for the rest of our lives (the last place would’ve really sucked, though), even though that’s not what my vibes say. What happened in Arizona and the last place has me hesitant to complain because…what if we are here for the rest of our lives? Besides, the barking doesn’t even total 2 minutes a day, so I guess I can live with it. Even if the dog stopped barking, there would just be something else to replace it. Out goes Darren’s motorcycle and honking truck and in comes Steve and the dog. There’s always something.

If we are here for life, my biggest concern would be next door. If I’m right about us having 20 more years, it’s hard to say whether or not Toni would still be around, but I can’t believe the couple on the other side would be. So we could eventually end up with something annoying over there. Another big concern would be them building something in back. Sooner or later they’re going to bulldoze out what trees are there and put in something and that would be quite maddening. Sleeping in the daytime would be virtually impossible. I figure the park may eventually buy the land, or worse, an apartment complex would be put up there. They do have to let the rain go somewhere though, and there is a bit of a dip, although I don’t know how deep, directly behind the house. So they may not come right up to the fence by our house, but pretty close enough. It would still be a nightmare if they built anything back there, whether it was houses or an apartment complex or businesses.

Whether or not the horses work out, he was thinking of eventually trying to create a VR app. I had an idea for having these trees in which leaves fall off or petals from flowers and you have to hurry up and catch as many as you can in a basket. Each time you have less time so you have to move faster and faster.