Why oh why is my sleep so cursed? Just fucking why? The mowers didn’t wake me up. It was the Internet cutting out again. Same time too at just after 10. Sometimes I don’t feel like I sleep much better here than in the old place. It’s like there’s always something. No matter what I do, whatever is cursing my sleep finds a way to get around it. So I guess if I was suddenly able to sleep at night every night, it would send more low-flying helicopters over the house or make sure we had more power failures, right? Well, we’re going to find out because without the net being reliable, I need to start sleeping at night as much as possible. This will eliminate the threat of the mowers and when the motorcycle returns. Then the only problem will be thunder. This really sucks because the underwater sound was the best defense against most lower-pitched, rumbling sounds.

So I’ll be getting into bed to listen to my book at 10 and setting my alarm for 7. The fan and the air cleaner will be my background sounds. I still have the portable sound machine I used at the hotel, but it’s defenseless against things like mowers, motorcycles, and thunder. It’s better than just the air cleaner during the daytime, but not enough. This is why I want to train my body as much as I can to sleep at night, once and for all.

Oddly enough, I’m not that tired, even though I only had 5 hours of sleep. Yesterday I was much more tired and I slept for 6. I figure that if I can’t get back to sleep then I got all the sleep I need. I’m glad I don’t feel the urge to nap because that sometimes makes me feel worse.

In five hours, we’ll head down to check out Bingo.

Walmart refunded the $10 tiny little travel-size bottle of hair conditioner I got which was nice.