My day was off to a heart-pounding start when my heart raced me awake an hour or two earlier than I wanted to get up. Had a little congestion too, but that’s cleared up, though Tom advised me to stay inside today, saying there’s something in the air making it hard for him to breathe. 

I took a lorazepam as soon as I got up but I’m afraid to take my meds. I want to fast anyway so maybe I will take it later on closer to when Tom will be home in case anything bad happens. My T4 isn't there yet. It's not going to get back to where it should be for another 5 days or so. So that time I thought I slipped from hypo too hyper was really my T4 being the problem. That was the culprit all along and it seems it doesn't take much change for it to really turn us inside out and upside down emotionally and physically. As my doctor said when we first met, she needed to find the exact range that was correct for my body, as everyone is different. 1.1 is about right for me and still in the normal range. 

We canceled December’s appointment since I just saw her yesterday and if all goes well I will not be seeing her until May. After we left her office we went to the Round Table for pizza where none of the tables were round but the pizza was good. The service was a little shaky but otherwise good. 

Tom glued knobs on the top of our Roomba to keep it from getting stuck under the couch and the bedroom dresser, but they got knocked off, so we will go with maybe screws or something like that. 

On our way home, we noticed a lot of water in the street, and sure enough, they turned the water off because there was yet another leak to have to fix. We had to play water games just last week too. 

Later… 

Went down for a 2.5-hour nap and that helps a little, though I am still tired. I still managed to take my meds without incident and get the cleaning done that I wanted to do today. I might bail out of NaNoWriMo, though. I’m not sure yet. 

The other day I had a friend request on Facebook that seemed suspicious because the account appeared to be newly created. I ran the name and found somebody with that name in Utah and also in Arizona, but the profile picture was definitely fake. Sure enough, it was a sex account so it's a good thing I didn't accept. They probably would have plastered porn all over my wall and any of my friends that they possibly could have as well. 

This is why I have made pictures of myself a little harder to get a hold of. People use random strangers’ pictures figuring that they won’t know, and while they probably won’t, THEY know. The people who are using them, I mean. I could share some pictures and some secrets that I have been asked not to share with anybody and those that asked me this would never know. But I would know and I would feel guilty. That’s not the main point. The main point is that I want to make my pictures a little less accessible because I don’t want people going around using them in the wrong kind of way. Who needs some child molester looking for child porn, for example, using my face as their profile? If one has a public account, then their pictures should be considered free-for-all. But if your account is for friends only, then that’s where your stuff should stay unless you authorize otherwise. 

I've been meaning to write this but I have just been so busy with so many other things and that's that Aly really got to me a few days ago. She was clingy, demanding and making me feel guilty for not being there 24/7 because she was having a bad day. She later apologized and blamed it on PMS. As I told her yet again, I do try my best to be there for people. It isn't that I don't care. It’s just that I do have a life outside of the Internet and other things to do. 

Andy also annoyed me when we were installing the toilets, asking that I take a pic of myself because his mother wanted to see what I look like now. Again with the selfishness after I told him I was very busy. Why is it that the busier I am, the more people make demands of me? Nonetheless, regardless, why does Judy even care? It’s funny though because right before he asked this I made my pictures unavailable to him on Facebook and he was asking how to find them. Well, the reason I did that is that I don't like how he goes and shares people’s pictures without their permission. His defense is that no one will know. Probably not, but that's not the point. He knows and that should be enough. It's not like I've never shared pictures myself. I have. But he seems to get a little carried away at times.