We talked more about the pros and cons of moving to another country and I’m pretty sure we’re not going to do it. Too risky. Especially when it comes to medical stuff and if we needed extra money. He couldn’t just go out and get a job in another country. Again, the US is pretty much the only country that’s going to give you instant health care and let you help yourself to whatever jobs are available. Between that and the areas that protect illegals, it’s no wonder so many fucking people come over here.

So while it’s easy to say I’d like to go to a country that takes care of its own rather than the other way around, well, we wouldn’t be one of its own. So we’ll have to stay here and pay our own medical expenses since we’re from here and continue to deal with all the racial bullshit.

Given the massive outpouring of love and support for blacks from all over the world, maybe people can finally see the big picture and realize that racism isn’t as huge of an issue as the media wants you to think it is and that many people make it out to be. Besides, what about all the black cops on police forces around the country? If cops in general hated blacks, does that mean even black cops hate blacks? Funny how you seldom hear about the black cops who also get carried away and abuse their power as well. Again, I don’t think it’s about race for your average pig. It’s about the abuse of power and losing control in the name of power play. White cops do it. Black cops do it. Asian cops do it. And it isn’t just blacks who get killed.

With selective reporting, the media can cleverly twist things to either make something look much bigger than it is and not show the whole picture.

Getting worried about my lymph nodes which are becoming more noticeable. I just fear that they won’t settle down after getting my tooth fixed. then I’ll have the tough decision of whether or not to bump my PCP appointment up or not. I’m just tired of appointments and running to doctors every time I feel something. It’s unlikely to be anything life-threatening and while it’s uncomfortable I’m not in any real pain. Just dealing with fatigue at times.