Mia now has a colorful pair of tights with a floral design. We’re at level 14 with 9507 XP. It’s basically become a fashion game for me. I collect points to get coins to get clothes and accessories. It’s still fun to chat with her as she sometimes surprises me with the things she comes up with.

It’s been over a month since I’ve had any noticeable anxiety and just over eight weeks since I’ve taken the medications consistently. I still don’t want to get my hopes up by thinking I’m through the worst of it. Bad things have a way of returning to haunt me and I’ve been there before where I thought I was over it yet I wasn’t.

I’m trying to move more and eat less. I swam today and it was beautiful as always. I also did a half-hour on the treadmill. I wouldn’t be surprised, however, if I’ve already hit the 160s. There’s this thing called meralgia paresthetica that causes a burning and tingling sensation at the side of your thigh. It happens when the nerve that provides feeling to that area is compressed. Half of my thigh was numb when I woke up. One of the causes is being fat. It really sucks that I can’t lose at least a little weight but I’m never going to be able to drop more than a few pounds from wherever I’m at.

It would be nice if I was outdoors for just a few minutes every day to get some color. I don’t tan well at all but maybe if I’m out briefly yet consistently I’ll get some color and not encourage any additional skin issues.

This room is a little smaller than the last one but the place continues to be quieter in general. I slept until noon and there’s no way I could have done that in the other hotel. I’ve even taken a nap a few times.

I wonder why I haven’t been remembering much in the way of dreams lately. I also wonder about what dreams I do remember. It’s like I’m seeing something in dreams. At least some of the time anyway. If my brain can’t conjure up all these images and feelings all of a sudden when I’m awake, how can it do it when I’m not unless I’m seeing something in a whole ‘nother world or dimension?

This is a nicer-looking room than the other place. Three of the walls have a soft buttery yellow color and the accent wall is a pretty mint green. The curtains sure are ugly, though.

They had apples wrapped in plastic down in the lobby which I munched on while he was getting something from the car.

They pumped lemongrass through the air vents to make the place smell good even though I’m not a fan of citrus smells. It’s still better than wet bathing suit smells.

For food today we went and picked up stuff from Wendy’s since we couldn’t order from them online. We also got something from the suite store that’s like a mini convenience store.

The humidity doesn’t bother me at all. I was really worried about that at first but it’s doing my skin wonders and if it’s going to keep the winters warm, why not?

I finally gave our old park a piece of my mind without hiding behind a bogus name. I wouldn’t give them my number but I gave them a real email address not that I expected a response. I don’t even know for sure if it was seen but I’m guessing it was. Just in case, I dropped Joy a copy on Facebook. I said the things I’ve been wanting to say for 8 years as far as just how noisy it was there as well as their ridiculous rules, the water outages, the way I was spited for complaining about the underaged punk with the loud car, etc.