Had a dream I was in a basement somewhere with my childhood friend, Jessie. Suddenly, a couple of polar bears appeared. We both froze in our tracks and when she began to speak I said, “Shhh!” 

There we stood frozen stiff until I actually fell asleep. When I awoke, Jessie and the bears were gone. I ran upstairs to tell Tom about it, but he didn’t believe me at first. “They must’ve gotten in during the party,” I told him, and then he realized that was in fact possible. 

In another dream, I was to be staying somewhere, against my will as usual. The “jail” looked like a giant room and I wasn’t sentenced yet for whatever crime I was supposed to have committed. I only knew it had something to do with the black bitch in Arizona, and yes, I did say “black” bitch. I’m tired of it being ok for them to call us white bitch, white this, white that, while it’s never ok for us. I’m not against the “Do unto others as you’d have done unto you” thing, but I am very much against double standards. So if you have a problem with it… tough! :) 

In the dream, I was worried I could end up doing a total of a year for that shitster, regardless of its color, between years ago and now. Then I spotted the big fat Mexican who was also involved in railroading me and was suddenly terrified. She was bossing others around who seemed scared of her and I knew she could break me in half. I wondered just how she’d react if she recognized me. 

I went and told one of the guards who she was and why I was afraid, and they told me not to do anything about it should she burn me in any way. In other words, my dream self knew, it wouldn’t get me anywhere but in deeper shit with her. 

Later… 

The master suite is now clean. Tomorrow I’ll hit the kitchen, then the living room the next day. Then again, I may tackle the living room today cuz I’m sick of everything being crammed onto the shelves. I want to set things back up. It’s a bright sunny day, I’m wide awake; might as well get it done today. 

Tom got us some clear plastic mats to put under our chairs. It’s still a bit hard to roll them around but not as hard as it was before. 

He had fun at the company BBQ yesterday but didn’t win any raffles. They might have lunch at the casino next week. 

No home improvement projects or landscapers to listen to today as of yet, but I’m annoyed by the rise of loud car stereos I’ve been hearing. Are they coming into the park lately, or are the damn things just getting louder?