Tuesday, July 17, 2018

Tom left for work 20 minutes ago, and after working yesterday he said he really doesn’t have a clue as to what his future may be with this company. I guess only time will tell what’s going to happen.

Running dishes now and threw in a few pairs of old glasses just to see how they come out. Eyeglasses I mean. I don’t use the heat setting so I don’t think they would be damaged.

Still sleeping better and therefore I still have more energy and I’m more active. I went bike riding, hit the treadmill, worked on the Bowflex, and the rest of the day will be dedicated to cleaning and writing. I should be up for another 6 hours or so.

Last night I had a dream I was waiting for this woman to come out of some building and was going to tell her that my mother died while thinking that the air was cool and the sun warm.

Then I dreamed I was outdoors and sitting at a round table with some woman. I seemed to be more interested in her than she was in me. I said something in Spanish and we seemed to be laughing and joking for a minute and I told her what I said. We talked about our lives and I was telling her that I was once an exotic dancer.

Then we were walking somewhere and I took hold of her hand and imagined myself as her girlfriend just for that moment. Then she said she only let me take her hand so she could make sure I crossed the road safely which stung a little though I accepted it for what it was, knowing I couldn’t make her like me as much as I liked her.

Finally, we approached this area where her bike was chained up. I don’t know what the language was but in some other language, the words “Good Blue” were written on her bike. I told her that and then I told her I would be happy to send her a list of “what things meant” if she felt comfortable sharing her email address.

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