Marie’s back and she even
texted me. I replied but I don’t know what’s going on with her. I’m sure it’s
the usual GF/booze/psych drug/PTSD drama.
We ran out to Walgreens last
night and I picked up some vitamin D in the lowest dose I could find. When I
researched the causes of fatigue, I came up with a huge number of possibilities
ranging from vitamin deficiencies to inflammation. My cause is most likely
disturbed sleep as well as a little bit of depression since I feel like I’m
kind of stuck in a rut in life even though it’s not a bad rut to be in, but I
figured it couldn’t hurt to try it. Today I definitely feel like I have more
energy but one day isn’t enough to really say that the vitamin D is helping.
I also looked up the
acupuncture points which are in the center of the palm of the hand, and some of
the best energy foods are bananas and tuna, so I started my day off with a
banana.
The sleeping earbuds are
still keeping loud vehicles from waking me up. Tom saw and heard the loud car
when he was outside while I was asleep. But I still wake up a lot on my own, if
only for a few seconds.
Dammit! As soon as I start
writing in Google Docs Aly starts blowing up my phone. I need to remember to
mute notifications when I go to write. The only one I can’t get rid of is Kim.
She only has access to her Kindle so she can’t use WhatsApp.
Had a series of strange
dreams last night. In one of them, we briefly owned a house that seemed to be
in a desert-like climate in a town called Norris. It seemed like we were only
there a few months when I got in some kind of trouble that somehow caused us to
lose the place. I believed we would have lost it eventually anyway because we
didn’t have enough money.
I looked up Norris when I got
up. No such town. In another dimension?
Then I dreamed about a
possible reunion with his family. I’m not sure if we actually saw them or if my
dream self was thinking of seeing them.
Then I dreamed I sent Stacey
a letter. That would be the Stacey I knew down in Arizona. At first, I was
worried I’d get in some kind of trouble for it but then I realized I hadn’t
said anything wrong and wasn’t doing anything wrong.
In the last dream, I
remember, I was on a boat with glass walls and was mesmerized by the way the
waves broke along the base of the walls and wished we could live on a houseboat
like that. Knowing we couldn’t, I hoped to at least live close enough to the
beach so we could hang out there regularly, if only for a few minutes at a
time.
Just heard from Marie. Hers
was one of the FB accounts that FB accidentally made public, so she got pissed
and temporarily deactivated. As I told her, I rarely use it these days and hate
it for a variety of reasons.
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