It’s not even noon and already that car has been around twice. I just don’t understand the dedication. Who the hell visits their parents that often?!

Ordered a few toe rings, plus a finger ring, as well as a set of 6 XL bras in different colors. These are racer-backs so the straps won’t slip off. I just hope that even XL will be big enough for my ever-expanding body.

I realize that after numerous failed attempts to lose weight, my body isn’t going to just suddenly up and decide to respond to normal dieting and exercise. I’m going to have to come as close to starving myself as I can stand to. Just like the only way for me to quit smoking was to not smoke, the only way for me to lose weight is to not eat. Maybe I’ll make a game of it and imagine in my mind some crazy shit like Nane (she’s strangely been on my mind a lot lately) sneaking into the country, holding me hostage and starving me.

Was able to get an appointment for my GYN next Tuesday. I wish everybody could get me in that fast! Still don’t know that she can help me, but I’ll be seeing her anyway.

For one who isn’t much of a gamer, I’ve been totally addicted to doing jigsaw puzzles first on the phone and now on my laptop. They’re so much fun! There’s the site that has an awesome selection. Digital puzzles have come a long way since I first played them in the 90s.

Although I wrote this entry Wednesday afternoon, I probably won’t edit and post it until tomorrow. Maybe I’ll have some more interesting dreams to add to it then.

And we’re back! It’s Thursday morning and I have nothing really exciting to report as far as dreams go. I was overhearing Andy tell someone on the phone that his chances of finding love were going down due to his age. Then I was in Tammy’s bedroom, which didn’t look like her bedroom, watching TV. Then I was trying to kill some fast-moving bug that looked like a big black worm crawling up the wall but couldn’t remember where I last put the bug spray. Lastly, I was reading about some celebrity couple that had a child through an affair.