My misting fan came yesterday and it was cool to watch AMZL’s progress on the map they provide. I checked it out when they were in the park and 8 stops away.

The raspberry-colored fan is great. I just gotta be careful not to touch the plastic fan blades.

Had one of those nights where I was up forever, didn’t sleep long, and slept shitty when I did. I think I was even woken up one time when I was lying on my bad ear. You really have to be laying on the ear the earbud is in to get a good seal. But I can’t fit one in the bad ear. :(

As I’ve asked a million times in life, why do I always have to get the project/company junkies for neighbors? I looked out the window at around 8:30 and saw seven or eight vehicles visiting the Twenties. I was surprised because it’s a weeknight but then should I really be? Fortunately, they left quietly since I wasn’t in the mood to listen to door slamming when the planes were bad enough.

Anyway, I’m tired of being tired and I don’t know why I haven’t gotten used to it yet. Aly says it’ll take a while but I’ll probably get used to it like she did after going through a vicious cycle of being sleep-deprived and having no choice but to get used to it. Well, my body sure is slow to catch on. I definitely need to learn to get used to it so I can live my life! I hate this not being able to do things on days that I’m really tired. So much for thinking the earbuds and vitamin D would help. And as for bananas being great for energy? Yeah, right! The longer this goes on, the more likely it’s just who I’ve become as with the weight. Only extra weight is a hell of a lot easier to get used to!

Last night I dreamed that I was either staying with or living with Aly. I don’t know where our guys were but she and I were sharing a bed. She would tell people how great I was at keeping the house clean, and one night, she took me to a dance contest and was really eager for me to give it a try. However, I didn’t feel the least bit confident because it had been so long since I was into any kind of dancing. But then I did a few seconds of dance moves in the corner of the room that I don’t even know and thought, wow, not bad. Not that bad at all. Maybe I really can win this thing.

Then my mother appeared and said something negative as was customary for her.

In the second dream, it was nighttime and I was riding on this large lawn mower that Tom had programmed down a steep sprawling country hill. I looked to my right and saw a dinosaur skeleton that had been erected for decoration, plus a cow grazing nearby.

I knew there was a road to my left and I hoped no one would come by and interfere with the mower that was taking me down the hill. I kept my eyes in front of me so I wouldn’t fall off the thing which was kind of narrow, hoping I wouldn’t see the glow of headlights signaling someone was behind me. I didn’t, and I continued to ride the lawn mower which was some kind of robot like our Roomba, as it was going to mow certain sections of grass. It was programmed to go out at night when there would be less traffic since it might have had to cross a road. I don’t know why I was on it. I guess I just wanted to go for a ride while it was at it and it seemed like a beautiful night, wherever I was.