Tom turned off the auto-refill for me. Good thing the medication will last for a year because I’m nowhere near ready for a refill. From now on they can’t refill me without me telling them to.

We went to Walgreens yesterday because I was just itching to get out of the house. There were heavy gales and clouds but no rain at the time. I wore sleeves because of the wind but it was otherwise gorgeous. Since I’ve been anxious anyway, or at least blah, I got some Barefoot bubbly pink Moscato and some truffles. It was then that I noticed my metabolism might be speeding up. The question is whether or not it’s due to the dose increase or the scheduled eating plan. Seems like I’ve had too many calories for it to be the way I’ve been eating but I don’t know.

I just know that I’m so bummed out that after doing so well, I’m dealing with anxiety again but should I really be all that surprised? Anytime my dose is tweaked, this is what happens. He still thinks it’s mostly because of my schedule but I think most of it is on the increase. I’ll find out as I roll further on to days. I still have another 4-16 months in which my hormones could still have a hand in things as well since I had those two months of non-stop anxiety at which time my dose wasn’t increased and I was sometimes on days.

Began watching season 2 of The Sinner on Netflix.