Woke up with a stiff back after being so glad I didn’t yesterday, but yesterday I didn’t do the vibe platform either. Just the treadmill. I really hope it’s not the mattress! If it was I wouldn’t have any idea as to which mattress to get to stop it.

I definitely slept shittily. A car door or whatever it was, woke me up and then I kept waking up with weird dreams. I had a lot more than I remember but as far as the ones I remember, Sharyn was in one of them. Lisa was still in her 20s and it was her birthday. We were all at someone else’s house, though I’m not sure whose. Maybe my parents. Sharyn was to visit and once again I was determined to dodge her just like I did somewhere else that might have been connected to a place I or my parents worked at. I could hear her singing Lisa Happy Birthday from the other room.

I’m not sure why I was dodging her but it may have been a combination of being envious or feeling like I wouldn’t measure up in her eyes or some silly reason like that.

Then it was off to the rodent dreams I’ve been having more often being petless and all that right now. I walked by a cage full of rats and just outside the front door where I had left a guinea pig in a box to get some fresh air. Only the box and pig were gone. I panicked at the thought of someone stealing it and hoped to hell that whoever had the pig would at least take care of it rather than leave it in its box to die of starvation.

Then we were in the “new” section of a particular adult community only it wasn’t this one and seemed like it had rentals as well.

In the last dream I remember, I was swimming in a stream as part of a workout routine with a group of people and the water was absolutely freezing as hell. We quickly swam through a tunnel of water and then began running once we climbed out of the water. As cold as it was, I knew I was getting a good workout.

My hypo symptoms are really reflecting in my nails this time around. Both my fingers and toenails are cracking and chipping and of course my skin is dry and I have brain fog and trouble concentrating. I’m surprised that much isn’t worse and that my hair isn’t falling out more. The water retention is bad enough so unfortunately, I’m going to have to get the damn doctor to do her job of calling in the medication just like with the statins. I don’t think it’s the doctor, though, that’s incompetent. I think it’s her fucking staff. I don’t think the nurse got back to her properly after she called me. I hate it when I have to do other people’s jobs for them! This is what we pay them for.

Yesterday I was a bit wired no doubt due to the alcohol I drank the previous two days but I’m better today. Definitely can’t drink very often!

The planes were better for a few days but I’m sure they’ll be back to annoy me bright and early this morning. At least we have the air cleaners now.