Margaret emailed me to say that Dixie’s son tried to tell her that she’s not getting Diane back and Dixie, always in a constant state of denial, went off on him. He’s about ready to give up on her in sheer frustration. I can totally see her reacting that way too. If she damn near went ballistic on me for mentioning assisted living, then of course she would do the same regarding Diane. As I told Margaret, I sure hope she never gets her back! I think everybody should turn their backs on Dixie and let her live in denial all by her little lonesome. Then let’s see how capable she is!

Margaret says they’ve had more rain than in the 33 years she’s been there. Of course they have. I’m not there anymore. We’ve had rain here on and off for the last few days. I hear it coming down out there right now.

I’m fine so far today but yesterday sucked. I had a mix of anxiety, depression, and just that strange feeling I call mindfuckers. I’m once again at a loss as to what could be causing what but it still seems likely that it’s connected to the dose increase. The question is whether or not my body can get used to the increase as it did with the 75s. I would think so. I just don’t know how long it would take. Today and tomorrow are 75s so tomorrow night I’ll make a decision depending on how I feel as to whether or not I want to continue the 88s.

It smelled, I got woken up, it was expensive, and we definitely didn’t have much privacy, but a part of me actually misses the hotel because he was always there, it was easier to go to the pool, and I could get out even though I wasn’t literally getting out by going downstairs and hanging out in the fitness room or wherever.

Chatting with Tom helped once he got up.

The more I chat with Jessie, the more I find she can relate to what I’ve gone through with the anxiety and menopause and all that stuff. She had her ovaries removed the same year I started the medication so her menopause was instant.

Since Shelly has been a good friend on both PB and Twitter, I requested to add her on Facebook because I think she would be active there with comments and all that. She’s about 38 and lives in Oregon. She accepted the request as long as I understood that what we say on PB is private which I assured her it would be. So we’ll find out just how active she is. I don’t think any of my dozen friends could be as quiet as Michelle and Adonis as far as the lack of comments and reactions to my posts go.

The wooden magnetic clip-on frames we got for the posters are awesome! This is a way easier and cheaper alternative to traditional frames.