I have 2000 miles left of my trip. I’ve done about 180 miles so far. Getting closer to France!

Tom notices a strange tingling sensation when he touches his legs. This could be diabetes, his thyroid, or both. In a couple of months or so, he’s going to see his own doctor and get a suspicious spot on his forehead looked at. It might be what I had and need to be sprayed with liquid nitrogen.

Right now, I’m more worried about my weight than anything else. I don’t know that I’m going to be able to stop from gaining let alone lose. But then I haven’t been able to control my weight since being over 35, like most people. To lose weight AND keep it off is the impossible dream unless I want to damn near starve myself and I don’t. Just gotta roll with the punches of aging. Unless you’re one of the few percent with great genes, this is just life for most of us.

During our 11th session, Helen and I discussed various things. We mostly focused on the world in general and how it impacts us. I’m not worried about war, but when I see more and more restrictions put on women’s reproductive rights and other things going on in this country, I know the craziness is getting closer to affecting all of us. Hearing about doctors fleeing states instead of treating women like they’re trained to do only adds to the problem. When you don’t take a stand against extremists and you let them run you out of wherever, you become part of the problem. At the same time, the only way to fix the problem going on in this country isn’t possible. That’s because we can’t expect every single one of these extremists who are in charge of things to drop dead. Even Helen feels that if things keep going as they have, the loss of freedom and life as we know it will really suck.

Some people are so obsessed with control that there’s no rhyme or reason for it. The control freaks control things just because they can. They enact crazy laws and restrictions just because they can. Because it makes them feel powerful. Nowadays, fewer women can control what happens to their lives and bodies. People can’t always read what they want to read. Harmless entertainment is now harmful.

I’m starting to wonder if we’re all going to be microchipped someday and controlled in the privacy of our own homes. Maybe there will be mandatory cameras all through our homes and we’ll be zapped or something if whoever’s in control feels we’re spending too much time in a certain room of our house or some crazy shit like that. When I see us step so far back into the Dark Ages in this day and age, I start to think anything may be possible no matter how horrible or off the wall it may seem.