LOL, Aly told me Kim tried to add Molly on Facebook and Molly tweeted that Kim is “a not-so-nice person that has problems that needs to be checked out.”

What amazes me is that neither Kim nor Kathy has tried to contact me on MD or Ask, though they can’t do it anonymously on Ask right now. I’m also surprised they, along with Molly, haven’t tried to override my blog block. All they have to do is reset their IP. I can’t believe Kim and Kathy haven’t been to MD, so they must’ve bought my claims of not picking up messages there, plus they see no new updates in a while, which makes the account look more abandoned.

Aly says she’s thinking of getting back into blogging again which would be nice, even though I know she won’t stick to it or will change accounts every other minute.

Been waking up a lot lately after just 3-4 hours of sleep. I need to take Melatonin to put myself back out since I’m still exhausted, but not able to fall back asleep right away. Like most people, I wake up a few times during my sleep for a minute or two, but this is a lot longer than that. So rather than lay there exhausted, I let the Melatonin put me back out so I could get my usual 8 hours. Slept closer to 10 hours yesterday but really needed it because I was dragging all day yesterday. Before I crashed yesterday, it was nice to be able to dust, then say “ok, I’m done,” and jump into bed and read while the robot did the vacuuming.

The K-cup sampler pack came. There is enough coffee, tea, hot chocolate, perfume and nail polish in this house to last till he retires!

It’s too soon to say whether or not the green coffee bean extract pills are helping with water retention, but they might be. I sleep in just my panties, so when I got up, I noticed right away how much more I seem to have lost inches. Even Tom sees it. My upper gut is almost flat again and now even my arms and hips seem to have diminished a bit. For the first time in ages, I was able to put my arms straight down at my sides and see a straight drop-off from the edge of the shoulder to the wrist instead of a half-moon. I haven’t been measuring inches, so I can’t say how many I’ve lost, but it seems like I’ve lost more of those than pounds.

Definitely looking more fit, too. People often associate thinness with being fit and that’s not always the case. I’ve been thin and in shit shape before just like I’ve been fat and fit which is what I mostly consider myself right now. I’m not huge, but I could still stand to lose another 15-20 pounds.

Even my face is losing its moon shape, and my cheek and jawbones are becoming more prominent. Then again, I have one of those naturally round-shaped faces that can look fat even at 120 pounds. It’s just my bone structure, I guess.

Oh well. I look how I look. It’s how I feel that matters most to me. Definitely feel stronger and more flexible than when we moved in here.

Yesterday I was just too beat, but tonight, once it gets a little cooler in here, I’m going to attempt a killer 1000-calorie workout. I just do what I can and improvise on some of the jumping exercises that get too rough on me.

I like being on nights better in this place cuz then I can sleep through the landscaping sounds and water shut-offs without having to worry about the Jes pest. I said to Tom this morning before he left for work, “Now you know that if I were crashing at 6am on a day set to be 85° I’d have to kick the cooler on and not only sleep with a window open and a mask on to block the light, but I’d be stressing over Jesse, too. Instead, I could sleep in an enclosed darkened room with just the fan and no Jes pest. It got up to 79° in here for a while, but we really don’t need AC unless it hits 90°. It’s the cold I’m intolerant to. The 5-cast shows it’ll be in the 70s. Twice they had rain on for Wednesday and twice they took it off. I really wonder if this place is going to turn into a desert.