Love that I found a way to block people that have blocked me on Facebook! Didn’t know they had mutual blocking. Now if Andy, Maliheh, Lisa and a few others ever decide to unblock me, they still won’t see my profile, as private as most of it is, much less be able to contact me.

I looked in on Lisa’s account through Tom’s account so I could make sure I was blocking the right Lisa G. She recently updated her profile picture to show her happily dancing away with Bill at some function in which both were dressed up. WTF? Just WTF? My first thought was, could she have lied about him abusing her? She really did seem to be telling the truth at the time and he always struck me as the abusive type, too. So… I don’t understand. The aunt you think gave your grandparents the wrong date as to when you started talking to her is unforgivable, but not the man who slapped you around and taunted you so much about your weight that you turned to drugs and bulimia? He’s just wonderful? How and when did he become such a great guy, I wonder?

I just don’t get human behavior at times. People in general seem to be much more unforgiving as opposed to forgiving. Yet it seems that the more abusive you are to my sister, and apparently her daughter too, the more likely you are to be forgiven. I thought I was one of the most unforgiving people on the planet, but I see I still have a ways to go before I catch up to others. I’m getting there, though. Believe me, I would love to not give a shit about those who don’t give a shit about me even more so, and I would love to harden my heart and hold enough of a grudge to ignore anyone who wanted to put the past in the past and move on. But sadly, I would probably at least agree to talk to Aly, Maliheh and Nane if they wanted to talk, not that they ever would.