The scented crayons for my group came and I personally think they all smell the same. It’s a nice smell, though, much like a candle shop.

My new shirt arrived as well and at first I was like, whoa, this isn’t tight but it’s clingy! So I got Tom’s opinion on it when he came home and he likes it. It definitely - uhem - shows off the exercise-lifted assets.

Found a really great recorder at https://online-voice-recorder.com and I’m excited to start voice blogging again on Tumblr. The question is whether or not I want to share or keep it to myself. I plan to discuss a mix of past and present experiences, as well as just life in general, assuming I don’t have any tech issues driving me crazy like last time. Since it’s not an all-or-nothing blog like Blogger and it lets me choose the security settings of each individual entry, I may do a mix of public and private stuff.

I guess I’ll start from the past and work my way up to the present which should take several days or even weeks.

Later…

I was all excited about voice blogging again on Tumblr. But then I remembered that this is not only a pain in the ass, but I’m not really a fan of Tumblr. There are too many tech issues with voice blogging. You would think by now it would be pretty simple, but it’s not. I tried a variety of free online recorders and while most of them sound good and work well, it’s a pain in the ass having to download to my computer and then upload to the blog. They have a call-in number for that, but half the time they never get posted. So I asked myself, do I really want to do this? Naw, I don’t think so. Another problem with voice blogging is that I can’t edit things like I can with text. So once again I’m going to put that on the back burner for now.

Another thing going on the back burner will probably be Ask. Since reactivating, I have found it to be totally boring. I’ll either deactivate the account or just leave it sitting there.

Shortly after starting the Amberen on his birthday, I started sleeping great. So much so that I don’t remember my dreams as much. I wonder if there’s a connection? I just wish it did a better job with the anxiety part of it. Oh, I’m still doing better. Better enough not to reach for the lorazepam in 10 days, but sometimes I can still feel it bubbling below the surface.