The vent dog came yesterday and is very beautiful and realistic looking. My next Bing points goal is a winter nightgown, then I’ll be after this beautiful garden fairy, only I’ll keep it indoors.

Every few months he gets a surprise electronics package and one of the items contained a really cool crystal cube. We’re not sure what it’s for but it’s totally me. So are the three colorful shiny prism stickers.

They gave them all hot chocolate at work yesterday plus a few goodies to take home. One is a large mug that could almost serve as a bowl, hot chocolate, candy canes, and chocolate kisses along with a silver glitter ornament.

Walmart fucked up in our favor because they threw in a bag of chocolate-covered raisins. Tom wouldn’t touch them of course, but I’m enjoying them on and off.

I’m going easy on the food, though, because to my surprise, my weight is down a bit and I’d like to keep it that way. It’s mostly because I’ve been feeling like shit. It’s like I’m too tired to live. Forget about being too tired to feed myself. Yesterday was the first day I started feeling a little better and I didn’t have to take a nap so I thought today I would be even better. Wrong! I’m horribly fatigued and I slept horribly on and off for nearly 11 hours. Then I took a nap for about an hour after being up for a few hours and I still feel totally out of it and kind of light-headed too. It’s sort of a cross between light-headed and dizzy. I know I definitely came down with something, I just don’t know for sure what it is.

This was the second day in a row that I woke up with a bad headache too. We’re thinking I must have congestion in my head even though my nose isn’t stuffy and I’m not sneezing or coughing. It’s mostly been major fatigue, chills, and some dizziness, though the chills have backed off. I don’t know if the shot had anything to do with it but I would have to say no since it’s been nearly two weeks.

During one of the many times I woke up, I remembered a dream I had in detail but now I don’t remember anything. I know I also had a dream about Kathleen and it seemed like it was negative. I just don’t remember in what way.

Anyway, words can’t express just how frustrating it is to be bogged down with fatigue like this so often. It’s like something wants me to spend half my life bedridden or at least not have enough energy to live up to my full potential. When I bitched about being bored the other day and wanting a break from my regular routine, this wasn’t what I had in mind.