Not much to update on right now so I’ll probably just keep this entry private since it’s mostly going to be the latest dreams. The only thing I can really update on is that Aly, Kim and I exchanged messages and tweets yesterday. It was so nice. Aly said she wasn’t sure where we stood and I told her we could stand wherever she wants and that I’m available for private messaging and texting as well if she wants my current number.

I don’t know why I never stopped missing them, especially Aly. I’m normally not a forgiving person since resuming friendships has usually backfired on me in the past, and maybe it will this time too. You never do know. It’s a chance I’m willing to take. All others from my past, I have no desire to rekindle a relationship of any kind. I’m at a point in life where I don’t wish them any harm or anything like that and have become rather indifferent. So I don’t actively hope Andy gets sick and I don’t care if my Aunt Ruth wins the lottery. It’s all meaningless to me.

Woke up several times last night but not due to noise. Even so, I still feel well-rested. Just a little lightheaded today but now that I’m back on Amberen it should back off.

Last night I dreamed I was standing in some kind of garage. It was pretty dark so I couldn’t see the plastic spider very well that I was playing with, tossing it around in my hands. I dropped it and went to pick it up, only the thing scurried away. Freaked out, I ran to the door that led to the hotel that the garage was attached to where Tom and I were staying. I found that when I wasn’t looking someone had dragged a piece of furniture in front of the door to make it harder for me to re-enter the building. Getting a little spooked, I managed to move the furniture and gain entry into the hotel. I was then in a long corridor that was brightly lit and began running towards the elevator. A fast runner, I got to the elevators fast only to realize I’d forgotten what floor we were staying on.

Then I was outdoors again and again it was nighttime. I was walking along a beach somewhere. I think it was a beach, anyway. The moon was low and huge. Huger than I’d ever seen it before in my life. The edges were also unusually fuzzy. I glanced toward a large open area that might’ve been an empty parking lot or something like that. I was amazed by how much the moonlight lit it up.