I am in a sucky, sucky mood right now. That’s PMS. Every woman goes through it. Should I still consider drugs for something that’s normal? Especially when I haven’t hurt anyone, anything or myself? I don’t know if the addiction and mental crutch and side effects are worth it. The asthma medication is enough and it’s not like I’m totally flipping out or going on some mad rampage. I’m still lucky enough to be able to laugh and use my sense of humor even when I feel like shit, whether it’s physically or mentally. Or do singing or other things I do. Usually, when I sing I feel a hell of a lot better. I’m so glad I’m not one of those all-serious or constantly tense types. I hate people who are always 100% tense or serious regardless of what’s going on in their lives, and that are always in a hurry and feel everything has to be perfect. One slight little thing goes wrong and all hell breaks loose. They feel like shit so they’ve got to make someone else feel like shit.