Great day for us but a sad day for Boston where there were explosions during the marathon. Let me guess…savage beasts called Muslims that think the answer to everything is violence, right? Or could it be another Timothy McVeigh who’s pissed at the government? Statistically speaking, Muslims are most likely, especially since there was more than one bomb. However, the only thing that doesn’t go with it being the muzzies is the lack of suicide on their part which they love to commit after they kill, kill and kill some more. They WANT their “work” to be known, and they WANT to take credit for what their imaginary “Allah” told them to do. And no, I don’t care who may be pissed at these words and disagree with me. We all have a right to think, feel and believe as we do, me included. For the longest time, I held back on things, not wanting to hurt or offend anyone. But if you’re “hurt” by reading someone else’s journal, then you shouldn’t be reading it in the first place. Seriously, though, I would never try to get anyone to conform to my beliefs. Just don’t expect me to conform to yours either.

I don’t get why we, and other countries, don’t take care of the Middle East to protect ourselves from this shit that will always happen as long as Muslims exist. If you don’t kill the cockroach it will multiply. Again, my feelings are actually mixed when it comes to Muslims. Muslim women and children are usually innocent victims caught up in their twisted society. Men are the main problem as they are in most societies, just like blacks make up for most of the crimes committed in the US. But don’t take my word for it, go look it up yourself. Ah, but I’m still supposed to love them and give them special treatment, right?

When I was in jail I was shocked to find that most of the inmates were actually white. And then I eventually learned why; because Arizona is one of the states that favor blacks and lets them get away with an awful lot of shit.

Tom said, “Strange how Andy was worried about us yet he was just a few hours away from a much more dangerous place than we’re in.”

It seems to be the major cities they like to pick on.

I said to Tom that I not only don’t understand why we continue to allow them into the US but why we don’t wipe out as much of the Middle East as we can. It would only be a matter of self-defense when you think about it. He said that’d make them more violent. snorts with disgust Aren’t they already violent enough? Besides, not doing anything at all doesn’t exactly send a very good message.

And why do they bother coming here if they hate us so much? I don’t like Africans because they force children to marry, and of course, I won’t get into how they treat gays, so I will never go to Africa. It’s that simple. So then why can’t they just stay the fuck out of this country if they hate Americans???

On the selfish side, I’m glad it’s someone else’s problem (at least for today) and that we’re doing great. They got bombed, we got 8K. It is to be sent by Monday. Time to get ready to follow the yellow brick road home!

Later…

I was shocked to see someone spent an hour and 10 minutes in my blogs yesterday (a regular from OD) and viewed 203 pages! They were like Molly used to be, though, clicking away and spending just a few seconds on most pages. Were they looking for something? I know it wasn’t a BOT because they went around to 3 of my blogs.

Still no trolls on my old Ask account since Molly was put out of commission. Makes me wonder how many “questions” I thought were from Kim that were really from her. I just didn’t think she was smart enough to ask herself the same kinds of questions to make her look less obvious. She really had me fooled!

Andy had a pretty interesting theory on yesterday’s airplane dream. He thinks it was a “moving” dream and that the plane represents the fact that we thought we’d move this month but the move is at a standstill cuz we haven’t found the right home yet. Him talking about sex slaves lately and the fact that Nane flies to TR a lot = the airplane staff servicing the passengers and Nane being one of the staff.

I think he misunderstood me, though. We never expected to move this month; we expected to have the place picked out this month and move into it in May. The paperwork usually takes about a month once it goes into escrow.

It’s so exciting knowing my inheritance will be sent in full by next Monday from Walter, along with papers to sign, but we’re not 100% out of the woods yet. There are still one – maybe two – more hurdles to climb. First we have to hope the parks won’t all reject us, though I still don’t expect to get into our top two favorite parks, and then we might have trouble qualifying for a loan. What worries me are the recurring dreams I’ve been having about being knocked up. At my age I can’t conceive, not that I would want to. But babies tend to tie us down and hold us back in life, and I’m wondering if that’s the message behind all these pregnancy dreams. Could they represent us being delayed even more due to not having perfect credit? Well, we’ll just start at the top with our favorite parks and work our way down until someone takes us. He makes a ton of money. What more could they want? I mean, if our current finances aren’t good enough for whoever, then I don’t know what else we can do other than pay the Oregon scammers their $200 and I do not want to do that if I can help it to get what we want. That’d be so like blackmail.

When I had the “12K” dream I thought it might be the amount of my inheritance. Then I thought it might be the cost of the house. Now I’m wondering if it’s the amount of the down payment we’ll end up making.

I wish I could tell God the same thing I tell people who don’t like me – if you don’t like me, don’t have anything to do with me, but I fear He will still do little things to “punish” and delay us for finally getting what we want. I’m never going to forgive Him for the past no matter how much love, health, happiness and money life throws at me, and He’s never going to be welcomed into our lives or our home. So why bother with those that don’t like Him, like we’d ask Molly when she’d focus on trying to win over those that wanted nothing to do with her? But I guess any master of any universe feels compelled to pick on those it hates as well as to bless those it likes. Well, no one’s been picking on us lately and I really hope they don’t start once we get settled!

Still not sure if I’ll go public with the name of whatever town we end up in, but I guess it couldn’t hurt. Stating that we currently live in Auburn hasn’t hurt me since I don’t provide addresses to go with the town. Besides, any trolls, corrupt cops, and corrupt ex-cops that hunt me down and make trouble for me would only be hurting themselves in the end a lot more than they’d be hurting me.