I am so tired today (or tonight, I should say) due to PMS and sleeping shitty yesterday. There’s nothing like being a light sleeper in a flimsy trailer AND in a helicopter and small plane path. I guess I should go back to using the stereo’s white noise when I’m sleeping during the daytime while we’re still here cuz I hear everything in here. Almost everything overrides the sound machine. It’s almost like I might as well just sleep outside.

Although I am excited and hopefully mentally, my ADD is scattering my concentration everywhere and I’m retaining enough water to make up for the drought California has had for the last two years. I even had to remove my bra. It’s like my boobies were screaming, “Hey, this is too tight! Let us out of here!” Fine, you damn things that were once flat and shoulda stayed flat. Out you go.

Tom has an appointment to see the house tomorrow after work. Wish I could be with him, but he’s stopping by after work. We both know what’s important to each other, so if he likes what he sees, I’ll check it out myself soon enough and we’ll see if I agree, though I don’t see why I wouldn’t. It’s just the park and loan people I’m still a bit worried about.

And any “punishments.” I’m not nearly as worried about that as I was before we left Phoenix. Before leaving Phoenix I kept getting these God-awful feelings that something was against us leaving the freeloaders and the whole damn circus in Phoenix we had to live with for 6 years and that it would make us “pay” once we got to Maricopa. I couldn’t have been more correct on that one if I tried! I just had no idea it’d be so damn extreme till we eventually lost the place.

Nothing exciting for dreams unless you count my parents and brother coming back to life after some new invention came about that “wakes” people up. They “worked” on my brother first, then my parents. Interesting seeing that while my brother was tossed underground, Mom and Dad were sent to the toaster. That’d be a helluva discovery if they could resurrect a man from only some ashes, some of which I have, and a woman from ashes that probably ended up in the local sewage treatment center.

Still bouncing about the same 5-pound weight range, but since I can’t seem to lose weight unless I’m sicker than a dog, I’m going to just stay fat. Going hungry for a month to lose a few pounds that come right back isn’t worth it. I do hope not to gain anymore, though.

Never thought good grades would be frustrating, but I’m beginning to wonder if the Instant Immersion software I got was a waste. I’m getting near-perfect to perfect grades! Time to get more challenging material like on yabla.com. This is an excellent site if you’re approaching advanced levels or are already there.

My grammar still sucks, though, cuz German has unbelievably complex grammar rules. There are 12 possible ways to pluralize words. :( Guess I could tackle that next since I’ve learned quite a bit of vocabulary.

My response time is still a bit slow, too. It hits home right away when I read or listen (unless I’m not familiar with the words), but if you asked me what the weather’s like in the state I was born in, I might need to stop and think before I could antwort. :(