I didn’t end up too bad last night. But since I took an 88 when I got up, I worry about later on tonight. The dumbshits at FedEx lost my CBD gummy package, so it’s been delayed a day or two. Hmm…makes me wonder if it could be evil divine intervention because they either work or maybe something is trying to tell me to just toughen up and learn to cope once and for all. I really think this is going to be for life. Yes, erratic dosing could very well be a factor. It’s hard to believe all the times my dose was changed and I got anxious was just a coincidence. But when I read back in my 2016 journal, I was discouraged. My anxiety returned after months of doing well with no skips and no dose changes. So I don’t doubt that there are other factors. This is what worries me the most. I’m likely never going to know what they are, much less how to get rid of them. Other than a few bursts here in there, my old self truly is gone for the most part. All I can do is just enjoy the good moments…until I’ve had enough.

Tom also realized there is a GNC store nearby, so we can go there if these work.

The March of Dimes made good on their word and sent me a set of beautiful glittery Color Street nail stickers. I was surprised. I didn’t think they would simply for signing up. I think they might have also said something about a T-shirt so we’ll see if I get it.

My nails are much better now. At first, I doubted that they would get much better than they initially did, but it’s a long, slow process. I think they can be cured after all. So glad I could do it with something topical!

Last night we had heavy rain with moderate thunder. We were supposed to get rain and thunder today, but neither happened so I got to sleep well. Jessie says the storms were fierce last night at her place and that she had heavy thunder over there today as well. But she can sleep at night all the time, so 90% of the time or more, she shouldn’t be woken up.

I created a few more VZ trips. One from our town to Edgewater. One from this exact address to Sand Key Beach. And then I decided to do a “vertical” cross-country trip to add to my horizontal one. So that one goes from Key West to Quebec. It’s just over 2000 miles, so it’s about 10,000 miles shorter than my other trip from Sacramento to Tampa. The trip to Edgewater is 140 miles, and the trip to the beach is 37 miles.