So after being thanked by Marie for the wolf pics I sent her since those are her fave animals, I’m randomly hit with how much she has too much self-respect to deal with lies and bullshit and that if I don't reply she'll just walk away.

What lies and bullshit was I supposedly hitting her with??? I don't understand this random paranoia.

Then she blocked me and I blocked her in return. Although it was her choice to walk, I’m glad she did. I’m so sick of and so over her senseless shit. Call me mean, call me cruel, call me whatever but I have ABSOLUTELY HAD IT with that girl’s drama and random mood swings that come out of the blue for no apparent reason after everything seemed fine with her and her life. I also got sick of her deleting and creating one bogus account after another. I know she’s crazy with a handful of psychiatric problems and diagnoses and can’t help the way she is but she’ll obviously never change. It seems no medication can change her either. The immaturity, the paranoia, the drama, the delusions… I’ve had enough! I will never seek her out again or acknowledge any future contact with her.

Later…

Today’s annoyance - so far as it’s only 8am - is Bob & Virginia having their carpet cleaned which takes about an hour. Can’t hear it as well in the bedroom, which I moved into. This is my daytime office anyway.

I really need to invest in some noise-canceling devices similar to what he uses! But say I don’t want to listen to music. Say I just want peace and fucking quiet. Are there any noise-canceling devices that will drown out outside racket without me having to replace that racket with music? I’m just tired of being forced to do this or do that in order to live in peace. I don’t want to be forced to listen to music if I don’t want to listen to it just because others can’t shut the fuck up. So what are my options?

I’m learning that living with those with money can be just as noisy as living with the poor. The poor think they need to be noisy simply because they’re poor which I don’t get any more than why a lesbian would want to look like the men she’s not attracted to. The problem with those with money is that they can afford loud services.