From the looks of my chart, it looks like I was mid-cycle a day earlier than I said I thought I was. Anyway, I conquered my fears, doubts and worries and we had sex early this morning. We both got off big time. I know, though, I’m just kidding myself about the thought of God answering my prayers, even though I can’t see much of a period at all for early March. I just hope I’m not ragging, even if it’s spots on the 5th, cuz then I’ll have to cancel Rugg.

I think I found the culprit as to what’s really screwed up my periods and put so much water on me. The Aerobid inhaler I take. It says that that’s one of its side effects, too, so I’ll talk to the doctor about it and see what they say. If only I could just not get my period at all and be pregnant, then I’d have a good reason to be fat, but I’m not gonna kid myself. Just dream about it and wish it could be true.

Now here’s something amazing, but nice. Since I got up at around 3:00 or 4:00 PM, I haven’t heard any dogs at all. It’s been a peaceful late afternoon, early evening, and now late evening.

I began to decorate a new round of envelopes for Jen.