I finally got a DJ at KHITS to play Dog & Butterfly.

I saw 3 people that do genealogy on Unsolved Mysteries and according to them, their long-dead ancestors helped them find out stuff about them from beyond the grave. Interesting. I wonder if I did genealogy that'd happen to me? It's hard to picture that happening to me, though, cuz most of my family has the habit of not liking me very much. Remember? I'm supposed to be crazy.

I don't vibe this. In fact, I have a strong vibe that this won't happen, but Tom may be flown to either Texas or Nevada for a week to work the third shift at one of BOA's offices there. He's pretty sure it won't happen either. It'd probably be in Vegas if he did get sent off anywhere and he said that hopefully, if we could borrow the money from someone, I could be flown to him at the end of the workweek.

What if he's really planning on saying he's sick and using his sick days for a vacation in Vegas in which he has hidden money to get away from me for a while cuz he knows I'll really never be pregnant and that we won't need the sick days for that? No. I do know better than that. At least I sure hope I do and should think I do.

He's also gonna see if he can transfer to third shift here in Phoenix, of course, cuz then there's more money. He says we're not running or walking, but we are at least crawling out of debt. Also, if we were caught up on our bills, yes, we could afford a kid with the $1200 he takes home a month.

I still have a strong vibe that something big will happen in 1997 which I hope won't be going to any kind of a doctor, but I have wonderful feelings about June that are pretty strong too. The only thing I can think of is that it's job-related. That's when he's eligible for new jobs anyway, so I think that's got to be it.

We haven't screwed yet, so I haven't really had the chance to see if I can "mind power his dick" which I doubt anyway, but I'm working on a couple of other things. I know it sounds funny, but I'm seeing if I can influence my hair growth and the craters in my thighs with my mind. We'll see if there's any noticeable difference in about two weeks.