The excitement of my parents’ visit in a week has made this period screwy. Yesterday when I got up at 8:00, I had a few spots, then nothing till now. Now it’s starting up and the next time I wake up, I’ll have a full flow. Then my tits, which have already started to improve, will be much better.

Of course, Tom never did get that appointment book he said he was gonna get so he could organize his time and free up more time. He’s not the least bit serious, like I said, about freeing up more time, screwing more, cumming more and making a kid. Instead, he lies about it by saying he wants a kid as much as I do and makes up bullshit excuses and lies. This 28-day thing really pisses me off. Like he’s gonna touch me much from now till after my folks leave? Of course not! That’s cuz when he’s not getting this place presentable for my folks, he’s off at his mother’s house babysitting her. Why doesn’t she just fucking move in with us?!

Cigna happened to call when I answered and I was right; they couldn’t read the PAP. She said to make an appointment with one of their GYNs and said that referrals are no longer needed for that. Yeah, well like I said, I won’t see no GYN till we go into the fertility program. Besides, that’ll be a requirement for that, anyhow.

Why did he contradict himself by saying we wanted to see where my cycle truly began, then tell me counting my cycle isn’t important? If it wasn’t important, then why did he want to know where my cycle truly began?

Marla said that if I write this book, I have to change names for privacy and legal reasons. Also, she offered to be my editor and get the book out there, if I was to write it.

I had a nice talk with my mother today and I still can’t believe how loosened up she’s been sounding lately. I have other things I want to do now, though, so I’ll write about it later.