Today, Tom’s dad would’ve been 85 if he were still alive. So, I guess it’ll be a bad day for him and Mom and for others who knew him. We all have our bad dates and our good ones. I hate April 12th, have mixed emotions about May 24th, but love June 9th and June 15th.

Anyway, I mostly got my way. I mean, we did end up screwing and he abruptly quit at one point. You could tell he didn’t want to cum. At first, I felt a twinge of disappointment, but he did the right thing. It would’ve been worse if he had cum and it was thoughtful of him to not cum and to remember what I said about his cumming at this time of the month. And he probably could’ve cum, too. I know why he stopped, but he said anyway, “That was a good startup.” 

Yeah, we’re always starting up, aren’t we? Anyway, there’ll definitely be no sex tomorrow and probably not the next day, either, so the next time he cums will probably be after a few days and that’ll be fine, cuz then I’ll be out of that time zone. It’s just best if I take my periods and accept them as meant to be, rather than get all worked up over missing it by not much and not being able to carry it to full-term, anyway. And I certainly would be afraid to hit it too, since I’d just lose it. Well, I know what my fate is as far as a kid goes, and it’s obvious God doesn’t want to put me through a miscarriage (at least he spared me that much!). And I know I don’t have to help him make sure I don’t conceive, but it really takes a lot of stress off me if I just avoid mid-cycle altogether. It’s the only way I’m gonna feel better and move on.

Later...

Anyone who just saw what Bunny and I did would agree that it was so cute. Well, he’s been picking up grass for his home and as he gathers up grass, he either leaves it by the door if no one’s home or I help him. He gets a mouthful of grass, then I open the door to let him in, pick him up with it still in his mouth as he puts it in his cage. Then I wait for him to arrange it to his taste within his cage, then he stands up to be picked up and to be put outside for another mouthful of grass. We shot a few pictures of him with it in his mouth and I’ll have to send a copy to my folks, as well as the pictures we took of them here. I agree with Tom, though, we should’ve taken more pictures.

Tom said to wake him up at 9:30 so we can have extra time together. Well, that’s only an hour earlier, so I don’t have to worry about us screwing and please God, if we’re gonna screw, please let him hit it right if he cums, or have him just not cum at all. And please, don’t take it away, should anything be planted in me. Yeah, I know. I’m being ridiculous. I have nothing to worry about as far as anything being planted in there goes. So, I certainly don’t have to worry about losing something that won’t be allowed in there in the first place. Still, I’d rather him not cum or cum at the wrong times, unless he decided to cum more often. I know from 2½ years of experience that his not cumming wouldn’t bother him or make him feel deprived, or else I wouldn’t suggest that.

On the other hand, something does want us to miss it, so I guess that no matter when he cums, I need not worry about a miscarriage. This thing up in the sky is obviously protecting me from miscarriage and seeing that I don’t have one, cuz it too, obviously knows I couldn’t handle that.

I took down the chicken wire and the flowers that were in the archway. I put the flowers that were there in that tall wicker basket that Jeff gave me at the Vista, then put those flower vines up from Mom and Dad. It looks great. Much better than what was there before.

I also got this hairspray called Frizz Ease from them and it smells so good.

What is it about my parents and constipation? It seems that when I’m around them, I can’t shit. I couldn’t shit the two times I was in Florida to see them and I couldn’t while they were here. It’s scary to think of them coming here or me going there for a whole month. Then what would happen?

We never did get to show them PV. I forgot and I guess they did, too. Same goes for miniature golfing at Castles & Coasters, but that’s fine. It’s too hot for that now, anyway.