Got up at 8:00 today.

I’ve got 15 more pictures to white out backgrounds on, so I’m gonna go get started.

Later…

Oh great. They’re putting up monkey bars two yards down. Now I can hear those kids more often. Why would they suddenly play in back? They used to hang out in front like most people here do.

Anyway, Tom and I just went swimming and now he’s doing computer work.

Later…

Tom just explained something to me that just made perfect sense to me and not only did it make sense, but I believed him. I believed him.

Well, first of all, his favorite position is to be on top. This is understandable as my favorite position is on my back. He also explained to me and showed me how the top part of the head of his dick is most sensitive and doesn’t get the needed friction in our usual position. He lay on top of me and showed me how he prefers to lay and it didn’t hurt at all or make it hard for me to breathe.

He says this will eliminate 90% of our past sexual difficulties. Or did he say it’d help 90%? Whatever.

Another thing is that he’s not the only one challenged with doing something new (or something he hasn’t done in a while). I have a new challenge and goal myself. I’ve never cum with a dick in me before without my fingering my clit and I hope to. If not, I still enjoy his dick no matter what and can cum by his tongue or fingers. What he said about that sensitive spot on his dick makes sense cuz it’s like that with clits, too.

He said I may not have the kid the first time cuz miscarriages are common for all women, let alone DES daughters.

True. Very true.

Well, I’m gonna try really hard at our goals and try not to give up, no matter how long it takes and I’ve got to try not to put too much pressure on him. Talking about something you want is one thing, but I must remember to support the guy in a soothing, loving, and non-pressuresome way.

I hope the DES hasn’t got me good and I know there are pressures in life, but I think we can be much more relaxed. Maybe there is hope after all and maybe it just wasn’t our time up to now. Good things really are worth waiting for.

Neither of us can buy or not buy what Robin said, but with her being right on everything else, the Melatonin and his being able to be on top without crushing me, it does make me wonder here and there.