Kissum did the room earlier. Someone’s already in our old room, too. Could they have fixed what was broken that fast?

We tried to pull my credit report online and couldn’t do so. In order to obtain it, we have to send a government-issued ID, plus a utility bill with my name on it. Something’s fishy, I think, but Tom thinks it’s probably just blank cuz I never had any credit. I don’t know about this, though, cuz as it turns out, it wasn’t enough that the property management had to steal our deposit with bogus “repair” claims. They had to fuck up our credit with bullshit, too. So seeing that I also filled out an application with them, if they fucked his credit up, I’m sure they fucked up mine, too. Now we’ve got a triple whammy against us. We have lousy credit, no rental references, and shitty income. Someone’s got to really want their house rented bad in order to take us or else we’re going to end up cramped and jammed into a trailer and living like trash.

I swear something up there does not want us to have a home! Only motels and the streets are what we deserve as far as it’s concerned. It really, totally wants us to be a couple of bums! This is what makes it hard for me to trust that God has our best interests at heart. First He allows people to walk all over us, then He protects them.

Satish bullshitted me again too, as far as the realtor goes. I think he just said what he said cuz he knew I was pissed at being woken up. That is unless he really did pass the info onto the realtor and the realtor didn’t want to help us cuz of how little he makes.