The weather has continued to be incredibly, but pleasantly mild. It’ll save us a lot on our electric bill. Tom said it was actually cold when he got off work in the morning that he almost put his jacket on and it’s May!

Paula left a message yesterday saying she had court tomorrow (today) for a probation violation and might do 90 days, but she’s always going in for probation violations that she might do 90 days for, so who knows? She’s bound to end up locked up sooner or later what with all she gets into, even in the more tolerant Massachusetts.

If Mary mailed Teddy Bear’s letter when I think she did, then she should have it today or tomorrow. Saturday at the latest. Still no bad vibes about it, but you know what? I’m not going to let anyone fuck me over the way they did simply because I spoke out and or complained about something. God gave me a voice to use, I have a right to use it, and I will use it! I’m not going to let what happened with the welfare bums scare me out of speaking my mind when I see fit to, and that goes for Tammy as well. I was just waiting for the right time which I figured would be after the probation. I just didn’t know it’d come this soon.

Like I said, I’m determined to “fight back,” speak up and show people that no, they can’t fuck with me just because they may not like something I have to say, the way I look, something I do, and no, they can’t always get the last word. That’s what this is mostly about with Tammy; getting the last word and returning the lies. Some may say it’s a childish waste of time, but so be it. She led the pigs to my door when I had a warrant out on me (though I didn’t know it) with her pack of lies saying I threatened the kids as well as Bill. For that, I’ve sent a letter to Bob asking him to mail it for me “because I don’t want her to know what state we moved to,” as I explained to Bob (I also filled him in on what’s been going on with me).

She lied about me, so I’m lying about her, saying she’s been calling and harassing and threatening Tom’s family trying to find us, his job required us to move out of state so that’s why I’m having Bob send the letter, her bogus threats of charges didn’t scare us, we laughed at how she rambled on with the lies and will sic her local cops on her if we hear from her again, etc.

Assuming Bob gets the letter, mails it, and Tammy hasn’t moved, she should be getting that right about now, too.

So, it’s a case of yes, I can do the same things others do and get away with it too, and no, God does not favor and protect everybody but me.

I also know to ignore the police if they come around, so unless they want to kick their way in here and literally kidnap me from this house, they won’t be meeting with me.