He was asleep when I got up so I scratched off one of the two tickets he got yesterday and it totaled 50. We both thought for sure he’d beat that and that he’d win his wheel, but nope. Yet I didn’t win a Barbie either. Instead, we tied so nobody got anything. Guess I’m just the grandmaster sweeper of this household!

My ear has been better since I pulled the headphone’s sealer cushion off of that side, but it’s not cured. I doubt it ever will be as long as I’m not willing to spend around a grand to do it.

It’s a damn good thing I’m not sex-needy because there’s no way he’d want it today. I’m mid-cycle for one, and I’m not going to be up before he goes to bed so he can be too tired to do much.

We ordered me a new pillow as well as the Tonner outfits I thought I’d never get. That consists of 6 dresses, 1 skirt, 2 tops, 2 pairs of pants, and 7 pairs of multi-colored sandals. The skirt and shoes are on preorder, though, so I won’t get those right away. I’m excited to be getting most of the items come Tuesday! Then my new pillow will be on for Friday. I got a foam one this time so that it can’t bunch. Sometime down the road, I’ll get a new body pillow, too.

I don’t know what the hell’s going on with OLS lately. Are they picking on me because of all the complaining I’ve done over their nighttime outages or what? I found a list of sweeps and went to submit them, yet they deleted them. They’ve been deleting most of my posts, too. Oh well.

What is it with cocks and spitting? Some cock just walked by spitting all over the sidewalk. I can’t even begin to figure these creatures out. God, I’d have been such a little cock beater had I been straight before meeting Tom. I’d have lured them to my apartment, smacked them around a bit to surprise them, then just when they were wondering what the hell was up with me, I’d have beaten the crap out of them. Guys think they’re all big, bad and tough compared to us women, then sooner or later a bitch like me who’s fed up with their ego and their shit comes along and takes them down a peg or two. I would’ve gotten such a kick out of the utter shock they’d no doubt have felt cuz remember, before I met Tom I was barely 100 pounds soaking wet. I used to horseplay with guys like Fran and Andy and flop them around like they were rag dolls, so I can just imagine what I would’ve done had it been the real thing! I just wish I’d done something to that cock that nearly raped me, but having been so caught off guard myself that night, I couldn’t do anything more than panic and run, but at least I fought him off. Of course, I can say I wish I’d done something to a lot of people throughout my life. As angry as I was at the world in general, who knows how close I’d have been to being another Aileen Wuornos if that’s really how her name is spelled. Yet as I got older my rules changed. I won’t touch anyone that doesn’t touch me, my loved ones or my property, whereas when I was younger I’d pick on just about anyone for no good reason other than that life sucked.