I had quite a hectic day. I went to Food Mart and waited an hour for a taxi, which never came, so finally, after waiting ages for Andy, who’s such a wonderfully considerate friend, he came in a rental car with Nancy, a gay friend of his whom I had never met before. I finally got home, then a few minutes ago I called to thank him, and he screamed, “Fine! Forget it!” in a really snotty tone.

I am really sick and tired of his shit and his expecting me to be in a perfect mood 24 hours a day and never say anything depressing or negative. This is why I don’t associate with or meet people. I’m tired of kissing ass to the good, decent, stable people and having to watch everything I do or say. I am who I am, and if people don’t like it and I’m not good enough for them, then they’re not good enough for me, and I’m not gonna just settle for the mental cases and desperados.

Otherwise, after getting home and everything over with, I was feeling pretty good, and Jai cooked us hamburgers, green beans, and chicken noodles for dinner.