Feeling better today and more awake as well. What the hell is going on out there though? At 12:30 I was in the bathroom when I heard what I thought was him moving around in his bathroom. But then I never heard the toilet flush or any doors open or close.

When I was done in the bathroom, I went to my nook office when I heard movement in that area. I thought something was in there with me, so I turned on the light and looked around, but I didn’t see anything. Maybe under the house or inside the water tank?

It’s wonderful that California is gearing up to be an abortion sanctuary that is going to pay for a woman to travel and stay in the state and get the procedure done but also sad that it’s come to this in 2021 of all times. Everybody’s suddenly pro-life in a time when women are pressured more and more into choosing careers over families. I just don’t get these control freaks and why they feel everything has to be one way or the other. Why can’t people just mind their own fucking business and do what they feel is best for them? Instead, everybody feels that their way is the only correct way.

Anyway, I always knew Cali was a wonderful state when it’s not catering to illegals and foreigners. It’s just too expensive, too crowded, and not quite the climate I’d like. I’m going to miss being in a liberal state. It’s a little unnerving being in a state that doesn’t have Death with Dignity even if we may never need it.

Jessie’s house is finally for sale! The remodeling they had done on it looks great. From the outside, though, it’s an old dumpy-looking place. Definitely smaller and closer set than most houses in New England. She has a decent-sized backyard, though, and of course, the basement which doubles the house size. I’ve often wished we had one so that he can just keep all his junk and do all his projects down there.

Despite the remodeling, I’m surprised she’s asking for 215K. It’s just so old and tiny. I hope she gets a decent offer soon so she can get down here already!

I hate it when any of the termites invade my dreams. In the dream, our parents never moved to Florida. They were still living in the second house they had in Longmeadow. Tammy and I hadn’t talked to Mom after Dad recently died. According to what Tammy said she heard, Mom rented a place, also in Longmeadow, after selling the house.

A wave of sadness came over me as I thought about the house, how much I missed being able to live there longer since I was sent away, and now how one of its owners was dead and another was probably close to it.

Tammy noticed my sadness and was worried she said something wrong. “I loved that house,” I told her before she thought that a good way to cheer me up would be to get me a huge glittery spider that lit up.

Then she asked to borrow $49 to get some software she wanted.