I was browsing through this ad that lets you seek other women when you put in your zip code. I did Klamath Falls, Maricopa, and Springfield and was surprised at how many good-looking women are out there these days. They’re definitely not all butchy. Why am I not surprised that it didn’t become so easy to hook up with other women until after I met Tom? I love Tom and would never consider leaving him for the world. However, there’s just no lust in my life other than in my mind. Oh well. I’ve lived with it this long, so I’ll keep living with it. I don’t want to have sex with him, be it full-time or part-time, nor do I want the complications that’d go with an occasional get-together with a woman. Perhaps this is why I love writing. As a writer, you drive the scene and make the fantasy exactly as you’d have it be in real life. Or better yet, the way it could never really be in real life!

Romeo came around again today, but all was quiet. If someone as homely-looking as Beverly is can get someone to get it on with her regularly, then my husband must surely see me as one ugly dog, though he’d certainly never say so. He’d only tell me I was beautiful no matter what. Regardless of my looks, I am glad he’s not your typical male, always wanting to get it on.