Earlier today, I was depressed. I came down with the flu very early this morning and missed my second day of training; therefore, I cannot work next week’s schedule, which is Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Friday. I now have to wait for the next training class, which isn’t until February 25th, cuz the girl who does the training is on vacation. I was there yesterday, though, and it seemed interesting, and the people were very friendly, but it’ll probably get boring after a while, as all cashier jobs do.

But anyhow, I am going to be so fucking bored till the 25th. I’ll go nuts. I called and asked Tony, this guy I met who’s really nice, if he has any work I could do for him where he works. He says not really, but he’ll look into it. I’ve only seen this guy, Tony, once in person, and he seems like a really nice and mature guy, but as usual, I have no attraction for him at all. I could never go to bed with him, and I’m afraid of him falling in love with me, and I really think that right now, he really likes me a lot. What do I do? Well, I asked Andy, who said to give him up cuz I’d rather be with a woman and cuz there was no sexual attraction.

I haven’t heard from Tammy today, and I have a feeling I will never see my hairpiece again. The phone did ring, though, at 11:30 or so, while I had the headphones on listening to music, but by the time I picked up the phone, the machine came on, and they hung up. It was probably either Tammy or Andy.