My ear still bothers me at times, but not as much. The medication still has my appetite stifled quite a bit too, but that’s just fine with me. It’ll save us a lot of money if I eat closer to 1000 calories a day rather than 2000.

Tom still hasn’t initiated sex with me since getting the bed (and I know he never will) and again it brings such mixed emotions to mind. I’m glad he hasn’t because I’ve simply no desire myself, but it still hurts to know I’m not desired.

I have 3 new wins to report. The best one is the $100 shopping spree at selected stores that I won in an instant! In the daytime, too. They call it a virtual visa card. I’ll be getting two Barbies, two pairs of black and orchid fleece pants, and a 4-piece gift set of White Shoulders, one of my favorite perfumes. It contains perfume, cologne, body wash and lotion.

What’s cool about this sweep is that you can keep playing till it expires. Most sites will deem you ineligible for 6 months after a win, but not this one. It’s like the lotion site (I now have won 7 bottles) and this other really cool site. I think I’ll win another visa card as well as hit another win at Zazzle’s.

Zazzle has hourly contests. They mostly have stamps, posters and shirts. Each hour they have 4 items and the winner chooses the one they want. I’ve been entering both Tom and I and his entry won late last night. I chose the custom stamps which are way cool. That’s 20 stamps with the new postage rate. They don’t let you change the design, which is a drawing of figure skaters on this particular sheet, but they let you pick border colors and fonts for adding text. I added our names in a script font and chose a magenta border with a lavender edge. I’ll be up late tonight, so hopefully I’ll win something else, too!