She’s definitely got someone living with her because when I heard the car go out last night at 10:30, someone was playing with the lights. The car didn’t return till 8:00 this morning, Tom said, so one of them might be working nights, probably the roommate. I think I got a handle on what happened. I think she cleaned up the place and said to the roommate, “Hey, I don’t want to work. Meanwhile, I’m about to lose my car, so how about it if I let you use it and give you a place to live while you help with car payments?” Incredibly, tomorrow’s to hit 70º so I expect they’ll go crazy with the company and be in and out all day. She’s gone ballistic for the last 3 Sundays anyway, so I guess that’s her new trend. I’ve even added the sound machine to the air cleaner, hoping the heartbeat setting will blend in with any slams. But hey, I’ve been dealing with noisy neighbors for nearly 20 years now. I’m a real pro at it. It would be great, nonetheless, if someone there really was working nights indefinitely as this would certainly deter some of the company if the person had to sleep half the day. It may not stop the one that wasn’t working from coming and going, though, or from being picked up by others.

I had to miss an opportunity to see Liz today because I didn’t get up till noon and didn’t want to rush off, assuming she’d be leaving at 3:00. I like to take the first few hours of my day slowly if I can help it. We’ll go tomorrow instead because there are a few things Fred’s didn’t have anyway. It’ll be after 3:00, but she doesn’t seem to have a set day or shift to work anyway, so I guess it’s hit or miss. The only thing she seems to do regularly is Saturdays, but I can’t even be sure about that since I’ve only seen her there twice on those days. I hope she’ll be there, but like I could ever have her either way. I’m 40 years old and will never have sex again anyway, nor have I ever had it with someone I was overly attracted to. Now that’s one hell of a sexual curse.

The birthrate is dropping, but the population’s rising thanks to all the fucking immigrants. Here are a few surprising facts. Nevada, Arizona and Florida are the fastest-growing states. This part doesn’t surprise me but the fact that California’s not one of them is. Maybe they’ve run out of room to grow anymore or are just waiting for us? Also, fewer Americans are having enough kids to replace themselves.

I answered Yahoo’s poll on what we think happens to our souls when we die. I said: I don’t know what happens. I only hope we aren’t reincarnated. One life is enough!

Of course the bible thumpers talked of Heaven and Hell, though you know me, I don’t believe everything I read. The Bible isn’t “God’s word” anyway. No one’s ever seen Him. People wrote the damn thing and so it’s their word! They wrote that gays will go to hell as a means of trying to scare them into being what they want them to be and all the other shit that’s in it.

Later…

They just left quietly next door. I heard just one car door but there was no way to tell who it was in the dark. I hope it’s to work all night!