I miss having a Bowflex home gym. Better yet I miss my Bowflex body. I don’t want to just look fit. I want to look MEAN. :)

Earrings still irritate my bad ear and the lobe is “curling” upward with age. Just what did I do to piss God off so bad in my mother’s womb that He felt I should be born with this shit???

I’m not sure who I wanted to kill more Saturday night – Jesse for not taking responsibility for his own fucking dogs when he’s out, or the dogs themselves for driving me crazy. I’m wondering if he spent the night somewhere because the barking had started by the time I got up at 6pm, and occurred on and off till after midnight. When it finally stopped I wasn’t sure if it was because he came home and by some miracle, I never heard him, or if the dogs were simply too exhausted to bark anymore after so many hours of barking.

Then early yesterday morning when I was hanging out sheets, they started again and I thought it weird that he’d leave that early on a Sunday and that I didn’t hear him. Tom told me he heard the motorcycle come in while I was asleep, but never heard it leave. So I’m wondering if he left on the motorcycle before I got up Saturday evening and didn’t return till Sunday afternoon. If he did, I hope he won’t make this a regular thing. God, I’m sick of this shit everywhere I go!

Some of Andy’s answers had me cracking up on Formspring and I liked how he suggested I coat my pork chops in dirt instead of shake-n-bake and serve them to Jesse, LOL.

Nane and I had been playing a color guessing game, but I never did learn her favorite color. Oh well. I guess she got bored chatting with me.

Alison’s feedback on a consensual but not totally consensual rape scene between Nane and “Tesla” in my book was very positive. She’s had the same fantasy too, and I don’t think I could be so bold as to share such intense content if it weren’t for her. That’s what she says about me, too.

Maliheh and I chatted for a while before she crashed. As always, I enjoy our chats. I asked if she thought we’d ever see each other again. I was pleased, and even a bit surprised, that she said she didn’t know. I thought she’d say probably not.

No Canadian trolls or Molly views, but someone in Savannah, GA viewed my blog. Molly has a friend there and they specifically searched for me. So is that what the troll does when she has her mother block sites for her; have her friends spy on people for her?