Tammy messaged me on Facebook to tell me she had a wonderful visit with Lisa who is leaving tomorrow. I took that as my cue to let her know why I had been hesitant to reach out to her. While it was definitely wrong of me to bash her in public, I didn’t like being accused of lying either. If she had any doubts or questions about anything, she should have asked me in a civilized manner. Meanwhile, I’m glad she sobered up and I realize she had a lot of problems back then. I’m also glad she and Tammy are getting along and I hope it stays that way, and that the cycle of family drama won’t be back later on down the road. I know I’m gone forever if it is.

Finished my Bowflex workout. It’s so nice to be able to add more and more weight the longer I continue to work out. I had to drop back some of the arm weights upon returning from vacation, but now I’m beyond where I was back then. Still don’t expect to lose weight as I’m not going to get any younger and my Hashimoto’s isn’t going away, but I’m definitely getting stronger.

Went out walking with Tom after work. The weather’s gorgeous… dry, sunny and 70s.

As is typical of me these days, my story was off to a good start. Got about 6 pages written containing about 1600 words, and I have already lost motivation to continue on with it. :(

Last night I beat the shit out of Jodi Arias in my dreams. Yeah, the bitch escaped from prison in Arizona and came up to NorCal where she had connections. She was hiding out at a friend’s place when someone called and tipped her off that the cops were onto her location. So she ran blindly, and when I was taking out the trash in the dream, there she was. I clearly recognized her from all the news footage I’d seen of her. She tried to push past me and into the house, but I threw every punch and kick I could as fast and as hard as I could while Tom called the police.