Wednesday, April 5, 2006

I won some sci-fi action toy that’s on its way to me. A definite sell item!

We each also won a $25 Visa card, but we won’t get them till several weeks after the promotion ends, which will be around August.

I got my new panties yesterday. Although my hips are now 38” which falls into the category of medium on their size chart, they’re pretty snug. They say that when you’re heavy your clothes don’t fit as well and this is true. Maybe someday I’ll brave the hunger and lose some of this blubber. I really think our scale’s way off. No one carries rolls of fat like this at just 124 pounds no matter how short they are. I’ve got to be in the 130s. I’m currently 38-31-38, so how could I be 124 pounds? It’s just that while I could still lose weight in my early 30s even though it would come right back, by the time I got to my late 30s the weight became virtually impossible to lose! I could lose a few pounds, but I’ve already lost those so-called few pounds, and this is as low as I can go without coming real damn close to starving myself. I just don’t have the metabolism it’d take to lose the 15-20 pounds it’d take to make my clothes fit better. I suppose the sports bras I’m waiting on will be too tight too, though Tom says the undies fit perfectly and that I always think everything’s tight.

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