While I’m just as annoyed with things around here, I feel much
better today. I slept better last night. Between the tryptophan in the chicken
I ate, a couple of ibuprofen for an earache, and then sugar crashing from the
candy bar I stupidly had for dessert, I fell asleep earlier than expected. I
couldn’t get myself into a deep enough sleep, however, so when I got up to pee
I took a lorazepam.
Today I haven’t been lightheaded or had any of the intense head
rushes I was getting yesterday, leaving me once again to wonder if it’s
connected to when I sleep shitty.
As promised, the water was shut off at 8am sharp. Why can’t
these things ever happen when I’m on nights?
Today I was able to manage a half-hour walk. I stopped at the
clubhouse hoping to drop a load of pee in their non-flushable toilets, but sure
enough, there was a note on the door saying not to use them while the water was
turned off. It’d be just my shit luck to pee and then come face-to-face with
Joy on my way out. What could I say I was doing in there? Studying my
wonderfully ugly reflection in the mirror and getting a good laugh out of it?
Got some music on now to drown out the daily barrage of
landscaping, motorcycles, service vehicles, etc. I’m too easily distracted for
that shit, and I really want to get my book finished by the end of the month.
Having doubts about my next book idea unless I add more people,
I can think of 10 people per state, but I couldn’t come up with enough things
to say about some of them to equal the 1000 words per person I originally
planned. More people, fewer words? Maybe. Or maybe I’ll just do a novel or a
collection of short stories. I still have 10 days to decide.
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