Tuesday, February 21, 2017

Aly tweeted, “So very tempted to call someone on their bullshit. Their day will come, though. Oh, yes.”

At first I was wondering if she was talking about Kim or me. But then she tweeted:

I’m the kind of person who doesn’t give up until I get my way. I’m stubborn to the end & won’t be pushed to the side if it’s important to me”

So I’m guessing she’s being ignored by Kim and doesn’t like it, and being the selfish person she just admitted she is, she’s probably been hesitant to “call her out,” knowing that the consequences of doing so will probably get her dumped and stalked for years just like it did me. So yeah, go ahead and call her out and then maybe you’ll miss and even regret dumping the person that was honest with you and that was a little more reliable. Oh, and that actually had a brain, too.

This is why I almost dumped Aly before she dumped me, though. If you don’t respond to her within five seconds, it’s an all-out crisis for her that she takes personally. You know what’s really sad? I would probably still resume our friendship if she wanted to, even though I couldn’t always trust her to be truthful, and I would wonder if the next thing I said was going to get me dumped again. How pathetic is that? Why is it that I’m willing to put up with shit from her that I wouldn’t dare take from 99% of the population?

Went out running in a park that’s greener than I’ve ever seen it before. I didn’t wear my rain boots, but I wore my raincoat, even though it never rained. We haven’t gotten as much rain today as predicted, but I’m ready for some sunshine. Especially since the rain doesn’t always save me from noise. I was on a roll with my writing yesterday when three large trucks distracted me for an hour trimming trees by Jim’s place.

As a matter of fact, it just started raining but that’s not stopping them from going around with those super loud blowers that I have to hear every single day.

They still haven’t talked to Tom about a promotion and I’m starting to seriously worry that they’re just leading him on. Really, really hope not!

Had a hilarious dream involving Stacey and my mother, who was alive in the dream. Let’s just say it’s no way I can imagine Stacey would ever talk in real life any more than my husband would, LOL.

I was going somewhere with Stacey when my mom came by and I introduced them to each other. They exchanged pleasantries at first and chatted like most older women would chat. At one point Stacey was laughing about something my mother said as she was putting something in the trunk of a car. She was dressed casually in her usual colors of black or blue, only in the dream, I think she had on denim capris and a gray shirt.

So my mother said something with a laugh and then Stacey smiled and said, “Oh, yeah? Well, I’m her fucking girlfriend (she slams the trunk shut), so I think I know her pretty well.”

I just stared at her in shock, jaw hanging open.

My mother looked at me and said, “She’s your girlfriend?”

I said, “I don’t think so. She just gets weird at times.”

Then Stacey and I were alone in an elevator and she was telling me she fell in love with me and “thinks” of me and all that stuff.

Hmm… Interesting.

Then came the weird/shitty dream where my dentist put some of her patients up in a hotel due to some kind of experiment she was conducting. I didn’t see her at first, but when I finally ran into her I said, “Hey, long time no see, Doc. When you get a minute I’ve got some questions for you. Is that ok?”

She nodded, but it was definitely without enthusiasm.

Then I realized I’d forgotten my phone, so I decided to call home on the hotel phone and update Tom. All I could get was the front desk, though. They told me I wasn’t allowed to make or receive any calls. I guess that was part of the deal. I was pissed that I hadn’t been told this up front, and asked if it was okay to send an email. They said that’d be fine, but when I opened my laptop, I found its battery dead and that I’d forgotten the power cord.

Now I was even more frustrated, knowing that I now had no way to tell Tom when to pick me up.

I hope I do see my dentist in March cuz I’ve got some questions for real. She’s an army reserve and she got called out the last time. I’ve got some dental questions, and am also curious to know if that’s her that’s been following me on Pinterest. Same first name, middle initial and surname. But who is in the profile pic? Her daughter?

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