Oh wow, I love this site I found that lists female/male names if I need name ideas for story characters. What’s cool about it is that it has a random name generator, but trust me, I’m not using names like Gert, Hope or Rosamund! And who the hell names their son Bear or Brod? I like unique names as opposed to common names that are way too overused like Mary, John and Kathy, but unique is one thing while weird is another.

Still no news as to what they’re going to offer Tom. Just as soon as he knows what hours and what the pay is to be, be it salary or hourly, he can then make a decision as to what he wants to do. I just hope they’re not going to turn out to be all talk.

I would love to go out running now but all it does is rain these days. I won’t have my new raincoat and rain boots till tomorrow. So I guess I’m grounded indoors once again to work out on the skier. Boring, but better than nothing.

Last night I dreamed I was trying on these clothes in this huge closet. The closet was actually more like these giant organizers of various sizes. The setup was very long. I had even more clothes than I have in real life, and I have quite a bit now.

And then I saw Mitch, a cyber friend of mine. The poor guy was in a wheelchair, though. I wanted to ask him which outfit out of the two that I had chosen he thought made me look slimmer. Then I was deciding what to wear to dinner with my parents that night, wanting to keep it casual, but nice.

Later…

I don’t miss Paula. I don’t miss Andy. I don’t miss Nane (for the most part). I don’t miss Maliheh. But why oh why do I sometimes still miss Aly after all her dishonesty, selfishness and other shit? I was always quick to frown upon those who associate with or even speak positively of those who have been abusive or at least had a negative influence on them somehow. Yet here I am missing someone I shouldn’t be missing it all. What’s wrong with me???

Fortunately, the rain stopped early in the morning and I could get out for a run. It was very wet but peaceful out there. There were a few scattered worms on the road brought out by the rain. I was a little surprised at the trash I spotted around the park. A chunk of Styrofoam, a razor, a small vodka bottle…